3/29/2014
wedding of u’ ly` yesterday at Oakland’s [resembling pre-millenium New York City which to^nddi.nh translates by quoting “the most violent city in California” and to^nan translates as “world trade center” returns] “Bi`nh Minh Qua’n” …. be’ nguye^~n … on the way there, having a conversation about healthcare, we must have indirectly all prayed and wished for the bride and groom and their family and “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … : even though it is realized that everyone is really a stranger to everyone else at Middle Path emergence/point because of see/hear/say no evil … have the feeling of previous encounters with african-americans in literatures, e.g. malcolm x, news, personal encounters with uncle walter, etc. with u’ ly`’s husband to be … and offer in return the chance to feel to^nan … to^nan doesn’t know what he feels like for others … though die^~m di` ba said “dde.p trai” afterward … kennedy and bobby flay [or hollywood belushi] and martha stewart and maud and native american indian maya and morgan freeman and nelson mandela [and “page”] …. transparent glass tea pot … in appearance if not in fact they were educators and movers and shakers and quakers and gopher peace makers and page and lingerers [4/5/2014 Dave Lowe and co^ Be^’s gifts to To^nAn were a Robert-Palmer’s-Girls-Miami-Vice flamingo Hawaiian shirt and blue kimono/pajama/lingerie
curlycue chairs and filigreed lingeries = ca’nh hoa tho+`i loa.n ~ co’ so^’ pha^.n he^’t ro^`i …. 4/5/2014 SBTN Ngo.c DDan Thanh and Kim Nhung in curlycues …
] –did not brush teeth afterward–and charlie chaplain and and british but above all eternal dross/dreg/remainders/inheritors essence or equilibrium [ye^n] emergences/archetypes/familiars … [4/5/2014 that is those who have been changing forever until they could change no more because ‘the more things change the more they stay the same’ or ‘the only thing constant is change’ …] father said focus is fine but has starting problems at chinese herbal place preventing him from buying roast for chu’ ha^n … supposedly di` ba is prevented from going to wedding to care for ye^’n and gia ba?o etc. in san jose … dda^`u thai and ye^’n’s mother oanh–em nghe gi` kho^ng ho+~i em con chim no’ ho’t vang dda^`u la`ng– and return at italian restaurant in pleasanton before going to wedding … trying to apologize and patch up for being rude to gia ba?o ye^’n thanh so+n ….
day before yesterday: … hard to breath at the mall unless sit still [ngo^`i ye^n: “ma`y co’ ngo^`i ye^n hay kho^ng” said ba’c Ty’ to Gia Ba?o and he complies not with fear but with a pouting mouth “da^.n ba’c/ngu+o+i” because ba’c Ty’ store of “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” built up over night is gone presumably is gone to Gia Ba?o … “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”] and on return trip from u’ linh’s place to bring chu’ ha?i home … it was tropical … co^ tu’ have conversation with di` ba die^~m about her problems with ddu`m and his in-laws … scrambled eggs and strong homemade coffee and ba` da^.u co^ng ly’ pho+? for supper [4/22/2014 had after-supper conversation with co^ tu’ about why the christmas-new-year fruit gift {father gifts the in-law ho. vu~ and to^n ddi.nh used to care for the in-laws dda(.ng until di` ba came along pregnant with baby so to^n an care instead this year plus co^ khanh’s fruit tree that she cares for fits perfectly in … she deserves it … to^nan is only a catalyst} gift to her of winter coat and her gift of leather jacket to to^nan at about the time of playboy 50th anniversary with anh Lu+o+ng Duye^n Trinh resemblance {return stamps to ca^.u nha^’t return favor of coat to co^ tu’: stays in contact with ca^.u nha^’t through acting as go-between catalyst for exchange of pictures between ca^.u nha^’t and mother … consequence of this conversation with co^ tu’ was to^n ddi.nh no longer puts up pictures he took of mother for to^nan to exchange with ca^.u nha^’t} …to^nan said he shouldn’t talk too much since that should be reserved for parents etc. citing story about how co’ hie^’u dutiful son felt bad when his father could not whip him as strongly… though of course father had often insisted on open discussion between brothers “anh em chu’ng ma`y pha?i ba`n ca~i mo.i vie^.c thi` mo+’i ra anh em ra gia ddi`nh chu+’ …” meaning it’s not taking away from him or mother’s authority to discuss ca’c bi’ problems in the open with one another in the family …. athenian or “patriarchal-jewish” democracy or german “Godiva” democracy–Harry Orlynsky “ancient israel” and Tacitus “agricola and germania” discuss how these cultures foster open discussions for peace– ] and co+m ta^’m and ba’nh cuo^’n from Phu? Ho^` Ta^y across from Thanh So+n Hie^`n Kha’ch …
day before day before yesterday: … co^ Be^ and uncle David Lowe arrived and we went to pho+? sa`i go`n … daughter of proprietors and to^nan and sundays got minimized via a laugh-off to give room for others … conversation with Dave about ann frank and albert einstein and every-which-way brownian motion and how one pays for one way by acting out one’s way … e.g. one is what one theorizes/experiments about/with in similar manner as one is what one eats … and not 123 infinity but firt 3 minutes author …. to^nan tries to remain uncommitted in theory/experiment except for implicit/explicit commitment to “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
3/24/2014
yesterday night: viettoday movie ngu+o+`i ta ddi xem qua^`n lo’t ma` cu~ng theo … di` ba went to san jose to pick up ye^’n and gia ba?o home to dublin for the night …
today: target …. shoes and a’o lo’t for mother …. bathroom replenishment for to^nan shampoo, soap, gloves … di` ba drives ye^’n and gia ba?o to san jose where they will stay the night … left over ox tail soup for lunch … and 2 protein bars …
to^n ddi.nh plant some more trees … grilled salmon …
3/24/2014
1 deg montreal, 9 deg greenland, 13 deg auburn hill, 19 deg minnesota …
yesterday: nursery european style in alden livermore resembling the one near chu’ ha^n … to^n ddi.nh worked all day planting trees and flowers … to^nan nap all day .. . die^~m di` ba cooked all day …ox tail soup … ye^’n and die^~m burned incense and offerings then ye^’n went to buddhist temple and then to le^ duye^n ii all in on breath … mother carved one single center piece food decoration …
day before yesterday: nursery …. portacamp … resembling one near ba’c tue^. wegand but much smaller …
3/21/2014
thanh ~ green ~ blue ~ xanh [hulk on gia ba?o’ “lunch box” and at nursery or elsewhere] so+n’s birthday today … di` ba visit gia ba?o and is requested a present for gia ba?o’s father … : lots of heineken at 99 ranch … –where sesame sweet was bought for father … fat is the price of the protein– … bought some from safeway … and yogurt and bread … whence father telephoned among pt cruisers about money …
order to go macdonald lunch at home with ddi.nh and die^~m after she went to hospital for routine exam …
gia ba?o’s “mcherrie” … … Xua^n Mai “Em DDi Chu`a Hu+o+ng” …
lots of hindu-ish champa cha`m people in ba.c lie^u region …
fire and explosion on local tv news … at plant and school and grass plots ..
yesterday viettoday tv news mentions hindu spring festival … just in time for today vernal equinox …
from http://d4nations.com/webpubl/articles/holi-hindu-spring-festival.html
Holi is an Indian Hindu festival (on the Hindu calendar) which derives it’s roots from the worship of goddess Raka, the goddess of love and prosperity.
In Gujarat Holi spring festival is two day festival. On the evening of the first day people lit the bonfire.
People offer raw coconut, corn to the fire. The second day is the festival of colour or “Dhuleti”, celebrated by sprinkling coloured water and applying colours to each other.
There is a symbolic legend to explain why holi is celebrated. The word “Holi” originates from “Holika”, the evil sister of demon king Hiranyakashipu.
King Hiranyakashipu had earned a boon that made him virtually indestructible.
The special powers blinded him, he grew arrogant, felt he was God, and demanded that everyone worship only him.
Holi festival has other cultural significance. It is the festive day to end and rid oneself of past errors, end conflicts by meeting others, a day to forget and forgive. People pay or forgive debts, as well as deal anew with those in their lives.
Holi also marks the start of spring, and for many the start of new year.
Meanwhile, President Pranab Mukherjee, Prime Minister Manmohan Singh and UPA chairperson Sonia Gandhi wished India citizens a happy and safe Holi.
“May the festival bring health, happiness and prosperity to all,” Singh said.
“stops in the name of love, before you break my heart …” The Supremes … San Francisco …: to^nan was threatened by a car that accelerated suddendly at intersection before fermilab gate in batavia, il … Die^.p [who resembles co^ Hie^n chu’ Hu+ng] ran a stop sign in note 3.6.2014 … supposedly Ye^’n wants a mobile home or some place nearer to Le^ Duye^n II in San Jose because twice she felt sleepy while driving back home to Gia Ba?o in Dublin, California before midnight comes …
to^nan and family wish the people in Syria, in India, in Dubai and in all places on earth and “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
syria earning/learning buddha’s [4/5/2014 and Islam’s] non-attachment …: blond russian child with bald-headed dark-skinned young man both with bloodshot eyes at safeway grocery … song “where is the love” .. show me the love … jewish immigration out of russia …
[4/5/2014 the broken water pipes and the mouse have decimated our basement library in much the same manner as last year summer storm in the Phillipines and tomorrow is Sunday church sermon day ….
Qur’an
Sura 102 – Acquisitiveness
In the name of God the Compassionate the Caring
Acquisitiveness turns you away
Until you reach the graves ~ gravity ~ gravitation ~ ta^m/trinity/conscience ~ ‘muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well’
Oh then you will know
Surely then you will know
Surely you will know with knowledge certain
You will see a blazing fire
Then you will see it with an eye certain
At that time then
you will be asked about true well-being ~ about ‘muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well’
~ * ~
the commentary goes: “As part of cultural training for those about to visit bedouin Arab societies, visitors are cautioned about complementing anyone on a possession, whether an engraved metal coffee pot, a precious rug, or a fine horse. The host might well say to the guest not ‘thank you’ but ‘it’s yours’ and insist the guest accept it.
This bedouin hospitality was a constant from pre-Islamic through Islamic times. In the pre-Islamic period it was associated with the generous hero, the Karim, who was willing to share all he had with his tribe, including his camel mare. The Qur’an kept the emphasis on generousity, but transferred the ideal of the Karim from tribal leader to the one God, and changed the mechanism of generosity from large tribal banquets to organized means of contributing to the poor. While denunciation of hoarding and acquisitiveness remained constant in pre-Islamic poetry and the Qur’an, the Qur’anic denunciations added a new theological twist. Those who spend their lives acquiring and hoarding possessions end up enslaved by those possessions and blinded by them to what ultimately matters ~ mass.”
from p. 114-115 “Approaching the Qur’an – the early revelations” introduced and translated by Michael Sells]
“mac daddy” or “dda.t” mentioned “dubai” or some such on bar outing …
if biblical “in the image” is true then how is dubai “in the image” of damascus one might wonder …: well, suppose that sand is the personal “soul” of arabia but now with high rises built by international laborers from phillipines–according to David Lowe … to^nan thought of how the old bedouin shepherd-sheep relationship could be transformed into arab-master-phillipine-labor-girl relationship that David Lowe related to him “she–the phillipine labor girl–cried saying she’s afraid of coming out onto the street because some arab master might drive by and kidnap/snatch her up …”… Tra^`n Tie^u’s “Con Tra^u”–, india etc. the sand “soul” has been transformed … perhaps people earn/learn that way what is the all-covering soul the bao or ba?o or all-soul or universal “soul” of “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
father said o^ng le^~’s [le^. ~ tear ~ christ] sister passes …
“Sister Christian”
NIGHT RANGER LYRICS [shortly before judeo-christian millenium celebration]
Sister Christian
Oh, the time has come
And you know that you’re the only one
To say, okay
Where you going
What you looking for
You know those boys
Don’t want to play no more with you
It’s true
You’re motoring
What’s your price for flight
In finding mister right
You’ll be alright tonight
Babe, you know
You’re growing up so fast
And mama’s worrying
That you won’t last
To say, let’s play
Sister Christian
There’s so much in life
Don’t you give it up
Before your time is due
It’s true
It’s true, yeah
Motoring
What’s your price for flight
You’ve got him in your sight
And driving thru the night
Motoring
What’s your price for flight
In finding mister right
You’ll be alright tonight
[Instrumental Interlude]
Motoring
What’s your price for flight
In finding mister right
You’ll be alright tonight
Motoring
What’s your price for flight
In finding mister right
You’ll be alright tonight
Sister Christian
Oh, the time has come
And you know that you’re the only one
To say, okey
But you’re motoring
Yeaaaaah, motoring
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/nightranger/sisterchristian.html
advertisement for movie “Gravity” on tv … TV show {co^ Be^ is coming} “Island Hunter” [a fragmented {ca^u chuye^.n bo’ ddu~a; segment:offset computer memory; ca^.u be’ ti’ hon grimm’s fairy tale or tom thumb} human world –destruction in damascus, syria while holi in india and construction in dubai … song that came on automatic on car radio on way to airport to california but got turned back due to missing papers was Người Thợ Săn Và Đàn Chim Nhỏ
Tác giả: Anh Bằng … at Target store today 3/24/2014 –seemingly could not help itself when it could easily have helped itself …; with application/example to the humanity of Hoa`ng Sa Tru+o+`ng Sa …
KENNY ROGERS LYRICS
“Islands In The Stream”
(feat. Dolly Parton)
3/24/2014 yesterday or day before di` ba showed what purportedly was ultrasound pictures of daliah “dolly” adorable …
Baby, when I met you
There was peace unknown
I set out to get you
With a fine tooth comb
I was soft inside
There was something going on
You do something to me
That I can’t explain
Hold me closer and I feel no pain
Every beat of my heart
We got something going on
Tender love is blind
It requires a dedication
All this love we feel
Needs no conversation
We can ride it together, ah-ha
Making love with each other, ah-ha
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me
To another world
And we rely on each other, ah-ha
From one lover to another, ah-ha
I can’t live without you
If the love was gone
Everything is nothing
If you got no one
And you did walk in the night
Slowly losing sight of the real thing
But that won’t happen to us
And we got no doubt
Too deep in love and we got no way out
And the message is clear
This could be the year for the real thing
No more will you cry
Baby, I will hurt you never
We start and end as one
In love forever
We can ride it together, ah-ha
Making love with each other, ah-ha
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me
To another world
And we rely on each other, ah-ha
From one lover to another, ah-ha
Sail away
[Instrumental Interlude]
Ooooh, come sail away with me
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me
To another world
And we rely on each other, ah-ha
From one lover to another, ah-ha
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me
To another world
And we rely on each other, ah-ha
From one lover to another, ah-ha
Writer(s): Adenair Luiz da Rocha Lima Dena, Sergio Carrer Feio, Barry Gibb
Copyright: Crompton Songs, Universal Music Publishing Int. Mgb Ltd. http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/kennyrogers/islandsinthestream.html
] Phillipines and Australia …
This picture taken the United Nations Relief and Works Agency for Palestine Refugees in the Near East (UNRWA) shows residents of the besieged Palestinian camp of Yarmouk, queuing to receive food supplies, in Damascus, Syria, on January 31, 2014. A United Nations official is calling on warring sides in Syria to allow aid workers to resume distribution of food and medicine in a Palestinian district of Damascus. The call comes as U.N. Secretary General Ban Ki-Moon urged Syrian government to authorize more humanitarian staff to work inside the country, devastated by its 3-year-old conflict. (AP Photo/UNRWA)
from testNASM.asm:
; interrupts are a type of messages “muo^n loa`i va` messageA va` messageB va` messageNEW va` tinLA`NH va`… ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”
; and the interrupt table [of outgoing becauses/answers/responses {do tha’i … } to incoming messages] is placed as close to the origin nguye^n thu?y 0x0:0x0 as possible with/by the BIOS
; girl immitating the suprememes pointing fingers on our trip to san francisco:
; I know, I know you must follow the sun
;Wherever it leads
;But remember
;If you should fall short of your desires
;Remember life holds for you one guarantee
;You’ll always have me
; And if you should miss my lovin
;One of these old days
;If you should ever miss the arms
;That used to hold you so close, or the lips
;That used to touch you so tenderly
;Just remember what I told you
;The day I set you free
;
;Ain’t no mountain high enough
;Ain’t no valley low enough
;Ain’t no river wild enough
;To keep me from you
; http://youtu.be/VqW2XigtDEU
; Glady Knights and the Pip–van wilder II peep/pip/nhi`nh/ and Charles dickens Great Expectation pip–Midnight Train to Georgia: note 2.9.2014 porn left la for the desert of las vegas …
; universal-loop
; {
; start-ORG-nguye^n-thu?y: maintain-gi`n-giu+~ba?o-to^`n (“muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”); // in “gia ba?o”, “ba?o” ~ maintain as in “ba?o thu?/to^`n” …
; try/if ;// tin messages …. the try/if is the “gia” of “gia ba?o” …
; maintain-gi`n-giu+~-ba?o-to^`n (“muo^n loa`i va` messageA va` messageB va` messageNEW va` tinLA`NH va`… ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”); // the message “stack” is loaded or push-pop with messages …; // push-and-pop-or-sent-and-receive (&messageNEW-hay-tinLA`NH); // tin and shakespeare’s version of “all roads lead to rome”: “doubt thou the stars are fire doubt truth to be a liar but never doubt I loved ‘muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well'”: 1/19/2014 Sunday Service … Gospel ~ Good News Tin La\nh …”Gia Ba?o”: the “gia” attempts to reach an agreement with the “ba?o” …// salinger on internet news: push/pop/create stack/heap by an expansion assignment (“muo^n loa`i” ; ;catch/else ;// unmaintainable tin/messages or kho’ tin hay kho^ng tin no messages … SBTN Uye^n Thi. commercial for MBR [master boot record] “kho’ tin nhu+ng co’ tha^.t …”
; ; go-to-jump-tro+?-ve^` start-ORG-nguye^n-thu?y: maintain-gi`n-giu+~-ba?o-to^`n (“muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”);
; go-to-jump-tro+?-ve^` start-ORG-nguye^n-thu?y: maintain-gi`n-giu+~-ba?o-to^`n (“muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”);
; }
yesterday ddi.nh telephoned from work to die^~m … it sounds from a far in a muddle resembling “… it warns you from using evil magic …” [viettoday huye^`n tra^n interview daughter of forever beaumore; long ago before to^nan starts cleaning the carpets thanh so+n vacuum something and spewed out sparkles all over gia ba?o’s room … which must have signifies that the air registers needs filter etc. … song mr. sandman
practical everyday magic in lone-star song
one wonders if the force the japanese committed in china during wwii did not prod the chinese
pak-ming ho from hong kong introduces to^nan to kathleen battle “sinners don’t let this harvest past” –japanese soldiers and na.n ddo’i ma^’t mu`a in vietnam and china during wwii … and current prayer for rain in california– in batavia, il ….
into wishing –wishing is magic–and wishing is gravitation/sunlight because everything gravitates around/toward the wish and the wish would be the light/sunshine or the wish is the origin of light/sunshine– and what’s even more magical– more gravity/massive more light/sunshine– is automatic relieve/relief of suffering that doesn’t have to be wished [] for because “Gravity/Sun/Tro+`I sinh Gravity/Sun/Tro+`I du+o+~ng Gravity/Sun/God cares for even the fallen sparrow and the lilies of the field how much would Gravity/Sun/God cares for you …”–for an end of japanese occupation to the point of contributing indirectly–through magic–to hiroshima … to^nan and family wish the practical everyday universal gravity/magic/sunshine of “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
] in connection to John Gardner’s novel “The sunlight dialogue” in note 3.1.2014 …
… 3/23/2014 window [windows computer operating system violates 10 commandments] sash inside metal tensioned “channel balance” is broken … tensor analysis = Hiroshima and gravitation ~ Syria …
AMERICA LYRICS
“Sister Golden Hair”
Well I tried to make it Sunday, but I got so damn depressed
That I set my sights on Monday and I got myself undressed
I ain’t ready for the altar but I do agree there’s times
When a woman sure can be a friend of mine
Well, I keep on thinkin’ ’bout you, Sister Golden Hair surprise
And I just can’t live without you; can’t you see it in my eyes?
I been one poor correspondent, and I been too, too hard to find
But it doesn’t mean you ain’t been on my mind
Will you meet me in the middle, will you meet me in the air?
Will you love me just a little, just enough to show you care?
Well I tried to fake it, I don’t mind sayin’, I just can’t make it
Well, I keep on thinkin’ ’bout you, Sister Golden Hair surprise
And I just can’t live without you; can’t you see it in my eyes?
Now I been one poor correspondent, and I been too, too hard to find
But it doesn’t mean you ain’t been on my mind
Will you meet me in the middle, will you meet me in the air?
Will you love me just a little, just enough to show you care?
Well I tried to fake it, I don’t mind sayin’, I just can’t make it
holi: nguye^n thu?y loa`i ngu+o+`i is universal comraderie …
syria: nguye^n thu?y loa`i ngu+o+`i is universal home under the stars and sun …
safeway grocery: russian child hungering for love dancing with bald-headed dark-skinned dude with red eyes …: love immigrated from russia moon back to the holy land … arabia … and hasn’t been back to the moon since …
nguye^n thu?y loa`i ngu+o+`i is “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
orchard hardware first time with mother … garden hose … die^~m di` ba said her water broke by a tablespoon and flowers and grill cleaners …. second time alone… coughing helper … drywall screw for an air register that has fiberglass literally oozing out of it above a carpet resembling fiber glass in the guest living room with the glass balls lamps in a recent porn … blue sexy india indian woman … california car hand wash … where when we first got here in note 1.30.2014 were in perfect synchronization to some vietnamese song on ddi.nh/die^~m’s cadillac …. by minh tuyet yeu mot nguoi song ben mot nguoi … on second browsing note that song number 5 is “chi? ca^`n anh tho^i” … see previous note about “show and tell” or “chi?” … ba’c Ca^`n telephoned about co^ Va^n falling and her shoulder bone came out [of its joint presumably] and is being rehabilitated [chiropractice presumably] … mother converse about dau ca^`n at supper … found picture frame with Paris Eiffel tower in garage with father and dr chen’s pictures …
yesterday when to^nan overstepped his boundary and suggested ye^’n to stay di` ba stepped in and closed the door … and media such as tv or radio or ipad/iphone says “can never be more than friend” along with “xin lo^~i” …
recall seeing an india indian woman at pho+? sa`igo`n yesterday as well as how through the restaurant window’s can be seen road sign advertising for “immersion preschool” and remember father’s story about his misconstrue or proper construe … car license plate “probity” or some such … the lab instruction “immerse in total” at Ford’s Central Lab and about to^nan fainting and waking up to the greek and plato and platonic relationship …
The festival of Holi can be regarded as a celebration of the Colors of Unity & Brotherhood – an opportunity to forget all differences and indulge in unadulterated fun. It has traditionally been celebrated in high spirit without any distinction of cast, creed, color, race, status or sex. It is one occasion when sprinkling colored powder (‘gulal’) or colored water on each other breaks all barriers of discrimination so that everyone looks the same and universal brotherhood is reaffirmed. This is one simple reason to participate in this colorful festival. Let’s learn more about its history and significance…
What is ‘Phagwah’?
‘Phagwah’ is derived from the name of the Hindu month ‘Phalgun’, because it is on the full moon in the month of Phalgun that Holi is celebrated. The month of Phalgun ushers India in Spring when seeds sprout, flowers bloom and the country rises from winter’s slumber.
Meaning of ‘Holi’
‘Holi’ comes from the word ‘hola’, meaning to offer oblation or prayer to the Almighty as Thanksgiving for good harvest. Holi is celebrated every year to remind people that those who love God shall be saved and they who torture the devotee of God shall be reduced to ashes a la the mythical character Holika.
The Legend of Holika
Holi is also associated with the Puranic story of Holika, the sister of demon-king Hiranyakashipu. The demon-king punished his son, Prahlad in a variety of ways to denounce Lord Narayana. He failed in all his attempts. Finally, he asked his sister Holika to take Prahlad in her lap and enter a blazing fire. Holika had a boon to remain unburned even inside fire. Holika did her brother’s bidding. However, Holika’s boon ended by this act of supreme sin against the Lord’s devotee and was burnt to ashes. But Prahlad came out unharmed.
The Krishna Connection
Holi is also associated with the Divine Dance known as Raaslila staged by Lord Krishna for the benefit of his devotees of Vrindavan commonly known as Gopis.
99 ranch [lots of heineken beers for thanh so+n] and Pho+? Sa`i Go`n: server bu’i to’c gio^’ng Ye^’n is not there today … couple of children suggestive of mother and co^ Tu’ playing around yelling … and if you’re too busy eating you might as well thought that they yell as Gia Ba?o would yell “di` Ba coi ne`, …” while pulling on hair of short-haired aunt or grandmother having lunch with them who continue to eat as though not noticing her hair is being pulled …
oh all right, To^nAn apologizes to Ye^’n, Gia Ba?o, Die^.p, di` Ba co^ Die^~m, Honey To^n DDi.nh and admits that it was wrong definitely very wrong of him to “blow” up in/with such anger at them for nothing … seemingly… having depleted “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … so far away from “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
To^n An realizes that he has earned a certain “tha`nh ti’ch” [di` ba mentions she wants to mount her two televisions on the “wall” with help of nguye^.t’s sister phu.ng’s husband ….] with his “blow up” … has earned fear from other people … afterall who knows what/when/who/why/how this guy To^n An is gone “blow” next … so … on the one hand, intelligence would say, for safety sake, one has to watch out, … on the other hand intelligence would say one has to normalize because safety from “a raisin in the sun” and life both demand normalization … and in the end, only someone with unconditional love for someone with a “tha`nh ti’ch” can hope to surpass the barrier erected by the “tha`nh ti’ch” …
ye^’n, die^.p and gia ba?o came home to obtain clothing for die^.p’s trip to visit vietnam …. ye^’n is not well … supposedly using anti-biotics for pneumonia and/or throat infection … bowed for gia ba?o who had a buttered slice of bread as in movie “Across the universe” [tv and c.f. “ma^’t da^.y” in note 3.15.2014: ye^’n resembles ba’c gia’o ha`n ga’i … the gia’o in the salutation part of her, ba’c gia’o ha`n’s, name means “teacher” ~ “da^.y” ~ “education/educated”] … though usually one starts out one’s unwelness with not seeing “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” ….by the end of one’s unwellness one will usually see the “massage” [“massage” means “no oppositions”, no tit-for-tat: whether one tit or one tat whether one no or one yes whether one does not or does it’s always “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”] of “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … hope ye^’n and “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live lone and well” …
re-clean ye^’n and die^.p’s bedroom and gia ba?o’s room … surprisingly forget to concentrate on “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” again … though milder as though eventually will be converted to “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”…. but it would seem that all the garbage [starting with the garbage that knock on him before coming to california in the form of north korean leader … and hinting at unknown others besides …who resembles gia ba?o–ye^’n, gia ba?o’s mother resemble ba’c gia’o ha`n ga’i–executing his uncle for “womanizing” … in communist vocabuary “purge” is same as “house cleaning” and to^n an got sent to california to do “house cleaning” under the direction of gia ba?o who threw his toys around the spots that needed cleaning … such “bad karma” of violating 10 commandments would have earned ye^’n and le^ duye^n a shut down … but … god is all forgiving … up to certain extent … up to the extent and not beyond that to enable “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” ….] in to^nan’s head about …
it’s not money, it’s not power, it’s not looks, it’s not food, it’s not sexual favors, it’s not this, it’s not that, …. per se …. movie “Pretty Woman” … it’s “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … it’s for the long run … Eagles’ song “The Long/serpent/dragon Run” … it’s for your soul … it’s for Eternity … it’s “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” ….
… eventually through circuitous long-winding round-about serpentine arguments [of it’s not this it’s not that … but it’s …] would lead to saying out loud [… but it’s] “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
tv’s “dancing with the stars” … landau car … and … russian couple [look at him: how can you not love a face like that] …
“Just What I Needed” THE CARS LYRICS … nghie^.p versus duye^n …
[though at first the argumentative “it’s not this, it’s not that” {TV or some such media a couple of weeks ago: if you want to be–to say yes–something then say no to it} did not came in clearly but in the form of “any trick in the book” from
“Sunshine Superman” DONOVAN LYRICS
Sunshine came softly a-through my a-window today
Could’ve tripped out easy a-but {mother “the^’ dda^’y” and “dda^’y” … dde^.m from song-di and ba` ngoa.i} I’ve a-changed my ways
It’ll take time, I know it but in a while
You’re gonna be mine, I know it, we’ll do it in style
‘Cause I made my mind up you’re going to be mine
I’ll tell you right now
Any trick in the book a-now, baby, all that I can find
Everybody’s hustlin’ a-just to have a little scene
When I say we’ll be cool, I think that you know what I mean
We stood on a beach at sunset, do you remember when?
I know a beach where, baby, a-it never ends
When you’ve made your mind up forever to be mine
Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm
I’ll pick up your hand and slowly blow your little mind
‘Cause I made my mind up you’re going to be mine
I’ll tell you right now
Any trick in the book a-now, baby, that I can find
Superman or Green Lantern ain’t got a-nothin’ on me
I can make like a turtle and dive for your pearls in the sea, yep
A-you you you can just sit there while thinking on your velvet throne
‘Bout all the rainbows a-you can a-have for your own
When you’ve made your mind up, forever to be mine
Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm
I’ll pick up your hand and slowly blow your little mind
When you’ve made your mind up, forever to be mine
I’ll pick up your hand, I’ll pick up your hand
i don’t mind you coming here [all the people who would “chi?” … would make their presence felt to to^nan …]
and wasting all my time
’cause when you’re standing oh so near
i kinda lose my mind it’s not the perfume that you wear
it’s not the ribbons in your hair i don’t mind you coming here
and wasting all my time
i don’t mind you hanging out
and talking in your sleep
it doesn’t matter where you’ve been
as long as it was deep
you always knew to wear it well
you look so fancy i can tell
i don’t mind you hanging out
and talking in your sleep
i guess you’re just what i needed
i needed someone to feed
i guess guess you’re just what i needed
i needed someone to bleed
garbage day … to treat runny and seemingly un-absorbing stomach, sleeping in bed all day [to reserve/save expenditure of energy when stomach is not absorbing fuel … no programming … da^n cho+` …] …. cha’o plain rice porridge and david’s sunflower seeds with shell and green-boxed apple pie from mcdonald … for fiber …
di` ba said gia ba?o’s mother ye^’n had purchased a mobile home [o^ng no^.i ty. ~ jealousy ba` no^.i ddi’ch “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”] for her and her son …
today:
astrological sign for march 19 to^n ddi.nh’s birthday: pisces
viet tv channel cite start of casino developments in vietnam … cite da^n tri’ cao is required for safe development: …. could it be you’re falling for my father … could it be you move that vietnamese return … could it be you’re falling for my aunts “quy …” ~ “turtle iching” … broke die^~m’s golden feng shui i ching apple container of sand …
marshall, McDonald, and dw shoes [whereupon to^nan is reprimanded for quoting a single sentence from a arabian-convert terrible song “oh the very young what would you leave/show/teach with us this time” that to^nan quoted for the neighborhood girl that sings him “no” … 10 of years ago when the millenium celebration was in full swing someone from mother’s side of the family in Europe actually died because too many people like to point a finger someone name “chi?” … or something …… “chi?” ~ “make your presence known to others” … for fun/profit/control/affect or whatnot … jehovah witness came today … instead of encouraging “see/hear/say/sense no evil presence” … of course, complete “don’t ask don’t tell” “kho^ng chi?” also is not the answer ….here’s example of a seemingly “kinder” less “rough” more “gentle” “see/hear/say no evil” “chi?”
I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
I’m your imaginary friend
And I know I’m in your prayers
Oh I’m already there
elvis Presley is sort of American version of Du+o+ng Ngo.c Tha’i … both are associated with the “deep south” …
the answer is that the life of everyone means [dw shoes girl eye-lined her eyes half-black half-white: thought you’d never notice but another woman beats to^nan to it … too much “show and tell” … kam biu luk’s remark …] moderation in everything means moderate “chi?” etc. via “born; pray/earn/learn/wish/force/aim; thrust upon” “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … : since we’re in dublin though dublin ca, it behooves one to recall how the kennedy likes to “chi? tay na(m ngo’n” giving the command to go to the moon … thought the kennedy have thu+.c lu+.c in the arena of politics … they worked their ass off to be politically legitimate … but they were not thu+.c lu+.c in that launching of the space craft to the moon unless one considers pork money via political manipulation … true leaders obey or act out their own command to set an true example … ]: clean ye^’n and die^.p’s room some more … : broke golden pot of sand … movie previous day … Van Wilder II …: arabs on the streets … paula abdul’s song “straight up and tell me do you really want to love me forever or are you just a hit and run …” …. of course, “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” is manifested in many many many mysterious ways–“there are more things in heaven than can be dreamt of in your philosophy” and “the Lord works in mysterious ways”– but, of course, the eventual and final answer is forever “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
birthday supper with ice cream cake from baskin robbins reminding one of one christmas in highland dda`la.t and co^ Quye^n … di` ba mentioned gia ba?o earlier had eaten icecream waiting in line … [to^n an thought that since gia ba?o bring so much joy to di` ba so much laughter and smile to^nan really really truly truly of the opinion that she should live with her sisters and gia ba?o and thanh so+n under one roof … as for to^n ddi.nh … well brother worked at the hospital most of the time almost as if he plays no part … a^?n si~ … audrey thie^n hu+o+ng as well as tate and ella pretty much assume a passive role making fun of ba’c ty’ only indirectly and at the table they usually interact with their father directly not ba’c ty’ they leave ba’c ty’ alone pretty much … ]:
be^ resemblance server at the yuc pho+? place a few days ago on this past sunday ….
we have always been the ones to run away from it all — have always been hermit crabs autistic at that according to dda.t who might have let on how iphone can be used for power wishes on top of mountain a^?n si~ suggested chinese lounging in 99 ranch parking lot–we ran from communists … communists are the ones who hit us on our cheek and we’re the ones who turned the other cheek and/or ran away … even now when communists have the whole country with no fear of external enemies they’re the ones who actively pursue us to america … of course, some of us went back to vietnam and so some from vietnam must come over here in a fair exchange … anyway … the point is to^nan has nothing against communists except that we have always been the passive ones to turn the other cheek and ran away in buddhist non-attachment fashion … although the ones who stay such as ni su+ vie^n lu+o+ng is also practicing passively turn the other cheek grin-and-bear-it in buddhist non-attachment fashion … not the active hitter/pursuer …
3/17/2014
yesterday:
dehydration … causing hand/tay/ta^y [tate ella going to japan, said mother] to crack …: half solid half liquit stool … stool [and cute stuffed dog in goggles {suggesting thie^n hu+o+ng: mothe went to the bathroom for more than half an hour: ho^’i tho^’i … and when she comes out the stuffed dog is no longer cute and all the ye^’n resemblances black and white have left us alone}] at babies r us to bring home baby crib resembling mother’s bed in michigan … after yuc pho+? place … chef staff came out to meet us if not greet us …
[3/21/2014 movie “You’ve got mail” –joe ~ ho^` fox ~ ho^` and possibly shop has implication for ~ le^ duye^n II–yesterday when ye^’n die^.p gia ba?o return for clothing before trip to visit vietnam
from http://www.yelp.com/biz/le-duyen-ii-san-jose 1/11/2013 This place is unprofessional and rude ! Does not hold any accountability for messing up someone’s hand bag . Massage was ok and not bad but as soon as I left the room I noticed massage oil leaked all over my hang bag ! And when I brought it to the owners attention .. Instead of apologizing and offering to try to clean the bag …. She accused me of coming in with the stain . The stain was clearly massage oil ! I asked her to pull the cameras and see if the stain was on there prior to me getting a massage and she refused. Rude , unprofessional , and obviously not very clean ! I will never come back here even if they paid me !
“i’ve been working on the railroad” … blue lotus painting outside green room of ye^’n and die^.p and di` ba requested lotus root at 99 ranch today but they were out …
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today:
montreal and auburn hills below freezing near 3-10 deg F
Serpico Landscape truck parked by plum trees: serpico ~ serpent co’/yes ….: beside suggesting he wants to go to school Gia Ba?o also suggested in his serpentine [mu’a la^n; con ro^`ng; independent “pendulum waves”] way–“ca’i ddo’ la`/la`m gi` va^.y di` ba”, “ca’i na`y la` ca’i gi`”, “no’ o+? dda^u, la` gi`, ddi cho^~ na`o, ngon kho^ng, etc.”–“ta.i sao” which in turn suggests to to^nan [at the “Basil Leaf Restaurant” in Danville was the medusa-haired girl from PBS show Cyberchase, Bianca Degroat] the PBS show “Sidney” … “the kid who wants to know everything about everything” … which could be among the demands gia ba?o hinted at breakfast just before ba’c ty’ “blew” up at him in note 3.11.2014 … perhaps gia ba?o wants his own tv show … afterall ella has “dinosaur train”, audrey has “word girl”, di` ba honey have “peg and cat” which may actually be gia ba?o’s … while gecko and to^nan nullify their fever/cold and simulate normality by sunning by the pool …
di` ba co^ die^~m inquired how’s to^nan … fever and cold … at the same time….: someone name Mike… perhaps from San Jose …. movie Crocodile Dundee [anh Ki’nh to New York; Gia Ba?o to San Jose; CityStar rice dispenser] was on tv last night and di` ba moved ye^’n rice dispenser inside and used it … Mike telephoned … about the curtain … there was one two stories long he made for ddi.nh … it did not cover the middle of the two stories window looking out on purplish-red plum tree hoa anh dda`o when anh Anh and family was invited for la^?u …. one imagines “what more do you want from us? ….[after a long silent of deep thought that turns over the better of the arguments] … and then we guess we will love to help you some more …we do love you afterall … “
di` ba co^ die^~m said “chu’ kha said girls/women his age are too old”: translation “you can’t see yourself for what you are” … failure to see “in the image” … to^nan is thanh so+n [before supper to^nan would does house chores such as washing dishes and after supper he would watch porn and probably must have resembled, to outsider others, “pimps” … ] to^n an is ye^’n to^n an is gia ba?o to^n an is die^.p to^n an is die^~m to^nan is to^n ddi.nh …: when to^nan “blew” up on gia ba?o a couple of days ago, he should have “blew” his nose instead …. clean out his nose today from the dust on the fan in ye^’n and die^.p room that invaded when neighbor with german sheppherd walked into window’s view … also similar “blewing” occured in the past [lucky for everyone, to^nan does his own stunt “blowing” up and doing the bad parts while everyone else taste the good parts of to^nan’s past tie^`n …[to^nan has repeatedly reply no he does not want money/tie^`n per se he only wants “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” which might include provision of amount and form of tie^`n needed for “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …] … Barbarra [to^nan’s advisor “Mike’s “wife] Streissand’s song “memory lights the corner of my mind what’s too painful to remember we simply tend to forget ….” …it’s the law … there might be Noble Truth of suffering but “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” will steer it toward the Noble Truth of wellness …] at fermilab brought up by dda.t about particle accelerator and fermilab chicago saying cern last experimental result was in doubt … : “we have seen the enemy and he is us”, Pogo …
moon: when we went to the dimsum place where/when waitress resembling co^ va^n “blew” up nearing hooter both di` ba and gia ba?o said “it [sky ~ tro+`i] so hot” today and to^nan turned his head upward and saw the moon … : thus by implication the moon ~ tra(ng ~ trang ~ p-age ~ peace age is so hot …: both the moon and the sun were out AT THE SAME TIME sharing the same clear/quang noon sky that day …. mother tells of anh Ba(`ng Tru’c chi. Trang … implication Quang how he taught tru’c thie^`n with an object on her head …
p-age peace age at the time of chicago fermilab shortly before the millenium celebration consists of abandoning then president ronald reagan pursuit of star wars and abandoning building the world’s largest particle accelerator in texas … because the moon ~ nga ~ russia had just then abandoned the berlin wall bringing it down and had reverted to the old three stripes flag instead of the hammer [gia ba?o “i’ve been working on the railroad”: tv mentions dde^`n/bu` THOR the hammer God … thun …. crocodile dundee …] and sickle flag …
p-age peace age at the time of now consists of the united states coming to the aid of the ukraine …. di` ba said metart is cheap not expensive … : eventually all “blew” will be converted/transformed will come to a more “proper” “hello” …
today:
mother suggests using to^nan’s own words [“dde^? nhu+ the^’ na`y ma` coi ddu+o+.c ma~i sao”] to to^n ddi.nh: “now is as good a time as any to kiss and make up and return to one another …” … we will be heading back to michigan in a short while … have recovered from fever and cold …. and feel like living together normally… so that it’s not ky`/strange to return since no walls have been built up due to deference higher than could be surpassed …. [ddi.nh song last night “feel like making love to you” …] …:
What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore–
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over–
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?
From the “Lenox Avenue Mural” section, the poem called “Harlem” by Langston Hughes:
to^nan recalls how gia ddi`nh ba’c Tue^. chi. Ha^n anh Vi~nh handles “living together” …. to^n an observes that when relatives from either sides of the family visit–be it chi. Ha^n’s family, parents, brothers, sisters or be it anh Vi~nh’s family, brothers, sisters, in-laws–they usually would retire each to their separate room giving one another plenty of space then would meet together for communal activities such as breakfast, lunch, supper, going out, play games, watching tv/dvd, etc. …. and then would retire again to their individual personal space … and ba’c Tue^. is often the first one to do so …. while they try to accomodate guests of the family –such as us to^nan and his parents– if any … so for to^nan’s part, he is sorry [sorry = sore + y(ou): literally he has just got over fever and cold] about it all … to^n an apologizes to gia ba?o ye^’n die^.p di` ba all the huy`nh and to^n ddi.nh and everyone else… and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
to^n ddi.nh made us “pasta” today … express pronto … transport back to alex tribuzio in michigan but his hitting the door bell button multiple times suggests the guy resembling silvester [HBO movie “mr and mrs smith” unbeknownst to them they are out for one another even though husband and wife ….: unbeknownst to gia ba?o he threatens his mother and father and therefore he threatens himself when he threatens ba’c ty’ or others ….[go.i ca? ho. ha`ng nha` ba’c ty’ ra ma` chu+?i:
chu’ Hoa`ng & father and brothers ..Minnesota & Chicago & Auburn Hills …. temperatures there were colder than anywhere else in the world …
mother … voodoo monkey doll … though sometimes gia ba?o acts out as audrey thie^n hu+o+ng with “blue doggy” …
] … for instant/immediate gratification … [which underlies Noble Truth “blew-ups” and immediate gratification is contagious, ba’c ty’ found that he’s completely depleted–to the point of forgetting {or, rather, turn the other cheek to not turn the other cheek because it exists and it’s Noble Truth of suffering if not Noble Truth of wellnes: 3/19/2014 yesterday white and brown horse out on the hills at supper time “tro+`i dda^’t o+i …” … simulating audrey and vietnamese movie “o^’i tro+`i o+i …” ….truly whether they fight one another or are at peace with one another God of the sparrow provides for everyone including provide for everyone each a correct reason … no one’s on the bottom and no one’s on top if only they can see it from God’s point of view … so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”} Christian “turn the other cheek” or Buddhist “non-attachment tra’nh tham sa^n si” as di` ba’s video says– of all the stored up “ta^.p luye^.n vo~ {gia ba?o pronounces it do~} co^ng” to keep eye on the ball/target to aim higher to strive for “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” ] … thus for example his ba`y ve~ so+n without cleaning up threatens his mother by favoriting his father so+n …: that’s how seemingly {seemingly: the intense jealousy is there all the time but … if everyone turns the head away to not see/hear/say to think clearly then … the child demonstrated that it’s not his and ba’c ty’ could verify for himself that it’s not ba’c ty”s either … there’s no obvious reason for jealousy becaues everyone got plenty of everything … everyone’s well provided for … child got all the toys and food and time with parents as other child his generation … ba’c ty’ got all the details planned out for him such as screws/washers under chairs three solar lights, bosch/boch dishwasher/sandbox … etc. …. but e.g. ba’c ty’ got jealous of child’s jacket so child threw jacket in ba’c ty’s way as though he could read ba’c’s mind … and when ba’c assumes child’s man of the world pose he realizes that it’s not what he want at the bottom … which is “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …: and yet in the past or tie^`n–and in the space-time continuum, tie^`n or past or future tu+o+ng lai where tu+o+ng ~ dream is other people in the present–ba’c Ty’ had wanted the girls’ attention as gia ba?o had wanted milk as gia ba?o etc. if not now … and yet in the past tie^`n implicitly if not explicitly as now also was the want of “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”} “in need” …{which could be the cause for jealousy} …. cannot ignore or let go … contrasting tinman in song by the band “america” … the child is … song “love child” … “cha me. sinh con tro+`i sinh ti’nh” … to cha^’n an assure and becalm others father sometimes cite the fact that he and his brothers and sisters–similar to the Huy`nh siblings–were bereaved of grandfather o^ng no^.i ty. early then have to immigrate from the north and become refugee in the south and yet everyone turn out all right without any “adult” supervision/teacher… they “[an]tie^m/chi’ch” themselves … … which is not to say they were “ma^’t da^.y” “uneducated” as they “educate” themselves without any teachers …
The Zombies “Time of the season” versus Pink Floy “dark side of the moon’s ‘the wall'” … “Great Expectation” “Portrait of the artist as a young man” {3/16/2014 girl with 1 corinthian 13 tattooed on her arm at babies r us: yeah children are vindicated! or vindication of children/everyone
John Lennon’s jealous-yet-well-provided-for “ma^’t da^.y” song …
Nobody [“bie^’t tha^n pha^.n” ~ “know your lot/parents/ancestors/self” ~ “not jealous”] told [teach, show, educate, etc.] me there’d be days like these
Strange days indeed
strange days indeed.
Everybody’s runnin’ and no one makes a move [3/16/2014: ye^’n and “tu+” ~ co^ hie^n resemblance as well as u’ ly` and black groom at babies r us: TV’s “sex in the city” star …]
Everyone’s a winner
and no one seems to lose. [3/16/2014 vindictive/vindicated children at babies r us]
There’s a little yellow idol to the north of Katmandu.
Everybody’s flying and no one leaves the ground
Everybody’s crying and no one makes a sound.
There’s a place for us in movies you just gotta stay around.
Nobody told me there’d be days like these
} movies “Van Wilder II” and “Across the universe” …
3/20/2014 dancing with the stars with landau …here’s john michael montgomerry’s “ma^’t da^.y” song … abba “take a chance on me” at marshall …
Life’s a dance, you learn as you go.
Sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow.
Don’t worry ’bout what you don’t know,
life’s a dance, you learn as you go.
The longer I live the more I believe
You do have to give if you wanna receive.
There’s a time to listen, a time to talk.
And you might have to crawl even after you walk.
Had sure things blow up in my face,
Seen the longshot win the race.
Been knocked down by the slammin’ door.
Picked myself up and came back for more.
] stallone at hardware store who blocked the way of us browsing and forgetting to get a silver button signifying “ba.c lie^u” … doctor Chen … di` Ba … chu’ Hoa`ng and his heart … instead of the gold button at the center … …:
to^n ddi.nh said “she’s my wife” [when to^nan citing his name “nha^.t” to express how he felt explicitly about thanh so+n ye^’n die^.p gia ba?o] suggesting “they are my family [too]” … and to^n ddi.nh seems to have become positively attached to Gia Ba?o … cannot do without him … he cheers up to^n ddi.nh … in the same manner that audrey thie^n hu+o+ng cheers up ba’c ty’ …
ddi.nh uprooted the maple–near the plum tree near where the serpico truck parked– that was in the way of conduits … and planted other trees …va(n telephoned earlier … movies van wilder 2 rise of taj …, across the universe …
di` ba burned our toasts on on the toaster oven’s grill before going to san jose to visit gia ba?o ..
stay home all day to clean the grill and clean the alleyway with gardening and swimming equipments …: neighbor hood girl sings “no” and “you better let it go …”
di` ba returned with pho+? … said gia ba?o declined to “come up” … when invited … and di` ba went with to^n ddi.nh to babies r us to order crib and bedding …
TV news “its economy slows down ad Copper prices fall in China …” … viettoday coupers/cops are ye^n/an … HBO movie “Problem Child” ….
finally got “Power Ranger Shinkenger” dvd ordered some months ago from singapore …. father’s dvd “ngu+o+`i dda`n ba` ye^’u dduo^’i” also arrived … with every one “in the news” currently on its roster …. huy`nh ddi.nh phu+o+ng etc.
externally very quiet …. internally tinges–song “tainted love”–of sadness tried to creep in and to^nan attempted to shue them away by physical labor and by staying up nearly all night until 4:30am trying to “tinker” with operating system development …
today:
“saved” a worm [were “m”] from hot tub …[gia ba?o supposedly saved mcherry from the pool]: german “Hach” water testing equipment have arrived for a while …
father and chu’ Ha^n telephoned “… well, if you tell/report/khai to them you love porn/women/the-crazy/u+o+ng/the-shakes then of course the doctor(s) will prescribe to you precisely those things that you love ….”: “you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone” with different twists … instead of not “knowing” these days to^nan knows –tri thie^n me^.nh ho+i so+’m–of course that everything is precious and everything must be loved and everything must strive for “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … so because of that the same experience is twisted into “to^nan has to earn/learn/ it ….: … before Millenium Celebration, there were no 10 commandment violations in computer operating systems and there were moments when everyone immediate to to^nan were rather well and would have live very long … but that constantly seems far from being the case currently … and that is what is gone and what is longed for … it longs for muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well …. it is as though to^nan was allowed a taste … for educational purposes or what not [in vietnam he was allowed a taste nearly of everything …tropical fruits, vegetables, fancy sweets/ etc … [nowaday … porn .. women … children …] as if so that he would “know” them … so that there would have been no dramatic surprises …le^n voi xuo^’ng cho’ … so that everyday can be dda.m and dda.t ddi’ch … though Noble Truth people would side with Shania Twain ..
You’re a regular original, a know-it-all
Oh-oo-oh, you think you’re special
Oh-oo-oh, you think you’re something else
Okay, so you’re a rocket scientist [empty space ~ non-dramatic dda.m ddi’ch: di` ba said baby must kick around a certain amount otherwise the baby would have to go to the doctor … her “dolly” “dahlia” … seems as though gia ba?o and ba’c ty’ took all the attention and time away from “dolly” “dahlia” … though of course gia ba?o did kiss di` ba’s tummy and therefore “dolly” “dahlia” …di` ba mention something resembling mcherry … so far so good siblings scramble for attention/time and earning/learning about one another in the process…did some 15-20 times in 10 minutes … slightly more than the average … and of course everyone’s heart dramatic pulses up and down all around le^n voi xuo^’ng cho’ as a matter of course …and therefore since heart ~ life one surmises that both non-drama and drama are essential parts of life … being grounded in essential differences … everyone is difference from everyone else … and difference is drama … a part of life and muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well … ]
That don’t impress me much
So you got the brain but have you got the touch
Don’t get me wrong, yeah I think you’re alright
But that won’t keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don’t impress me much
… but he’s never allowed addiction or preference to develop … and allowed usually only once or twice …. fair sharing/equalizing of experience with other children/adults in the same country of the same resources … di` trinh resemblance applying for a job at hokuna japanese garden was given a lecture about “time sharing” … computer made it appear as though it serves everyone by the use of taking turns or thay phie^n … anyway, “absence makes the heart fonder” is also “absence helps replenish what was consumed on feeding/eating/contact” … allow time and space for the tropical fruits/foods, sweet treats, etc. to grow back … what is “staple” is muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well ….] … of muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well … but he could not keep them unless he exerts a manual effort–chu’ ha^n telephoned 12:26pm 3/13/2014–to re-create it … to re-create muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well …
yesterday: monday blues …. [by the way, there were times past where to^nan never have the monday blues originating from the drama of the work pattern of americans … monday angst friday and the weekend down the path of letting go partying until nausea …then monday blues pays off consequences of partying until nausea …: to^nan never experience the monday blues thence because he continue to work one way or another by never letting go of the focus/aim …. such as the aim for “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …] … cleaning the dust laden fan of ye^’n and die^.p’s room and washing their carpet …
to^nan said of gia ba?o tha–similar to how gia ba?o snuff out the ant …. shark on finding nemo don’t eat other fish in nature unless they are hungry and/or the other fish is bleeding and would suffer less if eaten– to^nan prefers “nature” over “nurture” …. that to^nan would rather that gia ba?o is ngoan ngoa~n by himself naturally rather than having to be “schooled” … such as by americans or by mexicans …. kho^n ngoan dda’ dda’p ngu+o+`i ngoa`i ga` cu`ng mo^.t me. cho+’ hoa`i dda’ nhau … citing how thie^n hu+o+ng shed “misbehaving” [her bicycle] around the american “mike” seems doesn’ t even dare to look at him straight in the face .. . or how mexican flores teaches tate and ella how to create a mess ba`y ve~ then afterward to clean up the mess they’ve just made … but, of course, “nature” over “nurture” is not the only one for the american and the mexican …. some form of avoiding jealousy and/or ta^m/trinity/conscience fulfillment with other members of the family or of society or something other might be behind it all …
shades of thu and va(n divorce: blew up on to^n ddi.nh [3/25/2014 it’s been coming: di` ba co^ Die^~m said how chi. hai in vietnam had just bought a new house and everyone did such a good job of maintaining it “goes to show you that when people realizes that it’s theirs, they don’t mind cleaning up and maintaining it” … also bought toilet bowl cleaner for ye^’n and die^.p’s bathroom … tv or media must have suggested “give a man a fish you can feed him for one night; give a man a fishing rod and teaches him to fish and you can feed him forever” …] what “mac daddy” and “dda.t” [3/25/2014 who is suggestive of Pak Ming Ho: to^nan blew up on way to Chicago shortly before graduation for the millennium celebration: new York city world trade center blew up when to^nan visited there and after he left it] blew up on us at the bars in walnut creek … what waitress at dimsum place blew up on to^nan…. “he’s a pimp” “are you gone live like this together” …. “tu+” Die^.p might have suggested she “blew” also in various shades of meaning … to^n and treats everyone from presidents to common man/woman from all parts of life pretty much the same “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … but in the following terms: “take time to make time: if they use the bathroom they should spend 5 minutes on it and to^nan will spend 5 minutes or more to match …” …. all fit gia ba?o anyway who has a tough decision if indeed he would stand up to his name of gia ba?o … in that ba’c ty’ thanh so+n ye^’n di` ba “tu+” etc. all should be kept in their proper places for the “gia” of gia ba?o …
today:
“saved” a worm [were “em/m”] from hot tub … : german “Hach” water testing equipment have arrived for a while …
gia ba?o expressed he misses school … this that and other things …
[3/19/2014 need for or existence of boundaries/soul/seol:
Programmer’s Reference Manual suggests that protected mode implement various “stack-like” structure for push-pop-ing protected structures via descriptor tables such as GDT, IDT, etc.
; SAFEWAY grocery …
%macro SAFECALL 1
; cmp SP, stacksegment
; jl safecallinterrupt
; safecallinterrupt int 5
bound SP, stacklowerbound + 4 + 4 ;
call %1
%endmacro
%macro SAFEPUSH 1
; cmp SP, stacksegment
; jl safecallinterrupt
; safepushinterrupt int 5
bound SP, stacklowerbound + 4 + 4 ;
push %1
%endmacro
%macro SAFEPOP 1
; cmp SP, stacksegment
; jl safecallinterrupt
; safepopinterrupt int 5
bound SP, stacklowerbound + 4 + 4 ;
pop %1
%endmacro
%macro SAFERET 1
; cmp SP, stacksegment
; jl safecallinterrupt
; saferetinterrupt int 5
bound SP, stacklowerbound + 4 + 4 ;
ret %1
%endmacro
]
blew up on gia ba?o …. what to^nan blew: “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … which is what to^nan tried to shore/store up all night along with the many trips to the bathroom last night … “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … evident of blew/spent it all is that blewing “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” on gia ba?o and gia ba?o had left the house his could felt his energy is no longer concentrated as efficiently or effectively on “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
after getting a blood test die^~m bring gia ba?o to san jose and said her family won’t be coming back …. ddi.nh said she cried all night –to^nan went to the bathroom starting when the frogs yelled and wished “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” all night” …
clean stairway …
anh ddo^’ng telephoned mother ….
thanh so+n did help us wash dishes after supper … and ye^’n and die^.p did put up with sleeping in room with fan full of dust for many days … gia ba?o had his mother at night and his father on the weekend and 5-6 hours evening everyday … other children’s parents work all day sometimes all week without seeing them and at proper age they are in school all day … gia ba?o had same amount of toys as dda.t’s child as tate and ella as thie^n hu+o+ng …
Lyrics to Love Child :
by The Supremes
You think that I don’t feel love
But what I feel for you is real love
In other’s eyes I see reflected
A hurt, scorned, rejected
Love child, never meant to be
Love child, born in poverty
Love child, never meant to be
Love child, take a look at me
I started my life
in an old, cold run down tenement slum
My father left, he never even married mom
I shared the guilt my mama knew
So afraid that others knew I had no name
This love we’re contemplating
Is worth the pain of waiting
We’ll only end up hating
The child we maybe creating
Love child, never meant to be
Love child, scorned by society
Love child, always second best
Love child, diff’rent from the rest
Mm, baby
I started school,
in a worn, torn dress that somebody threw out
I knew the way it felt, to always live in doubt
To be without the simple things
So afraid my friends would see the guilt in me
Don’t think that I don’t need you
Don’t think I don’t wanna please you
No child of mine ‘ll be bearing
The name of shame I’ve been wearing
Love child, love child, never quite as good
Afraid, ashamed, misunderstood
But I’ll always love you
I’ll always love you
I’ll always love you
I’ll always love you, you, you
3/13/2014 di` Ba did laundry today and assume Gia Ba?o’s job of throwing toys–in this case railroad sections–everywhere in the house …. or at least in the laundry …
To^nAn had no problem with Gia Ba?o messing up but perhaps if Gia Ba?o plays cool in the balance clean up also … obama … cover both father and mother… and in fact To^nAn observe that toys do get put away … whether by Gia Ba?o or not is unclear but they do get clean up and not by him … so … someone is “balancing” …
and the ‘balancing’ is external evidence of to^nan, and gia ba?o and di` ba and thanh so+n and ye^’n and “tu+” and “honey” and “ba`” that all along everyone had meant well … everyone had aim/meant for “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
“Baby Love”
Ooh baby love, my baby love
I need you, oh how I need you
But all you do is treat me bad
Break my heart and leave me sad
Tell me, what did I do wrong
To make you stay away so long
‘Cause baby love, my baby love
Been missing ya, miss kissing ya
Instead of breaking up
Let’s do some kissing and making up
Don’t throw our love away
In my arms, why don’t you stay?
Need ya, need ya
Baby love, ooh, baby love
Baby love, my baby love
Why must we seperate, my love
All of my whole life through
I never loved no one but you
Why you do me like you do?
I get this need
Ooh, ooh, need to hold you
Once again, my love
Feel your warm embrace, my love
Don’t throw our love away
Please don’t do me this way
Not happy like I used to be
Loneliness has got the best of me
My love, my baby love
I need you, oh how I need you
Why you do me like you do
After I’ve been true to you
So deep in love with you
song 
one wonders if the force the japanese committed in china during wwii did not prod the chinese
pak-ming ho from hong kong introduces to^nan to kathleen battle “sinners don’t let this harvest past” –japanese soldiers and na.n ddo’i ma^’t mu`a in vietnam and china during wwii … and current prayer for rain in california– in batavia, il …. 
tensor analysis = Hiroshima and gravitation ~ Syria …
hardness: tap 350, culligan 12-14, refrigerator 350, crystal geyser bottled water 
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