5/9/2014
day before yesterday:
local news looking for tanya …. : detroit is bankrupt … looking for financially sound manager …
yesterday:
we went to bordine nursery and craft …
sbtn thai son: ich bin ein chinese tight rope balancer and ich bin ein african lo. lem guy who put ash on his face …
to^nan bankrupt himself today on mouse traps and led lightbulbs …
today:
julie nezerallah plays emotional music ddu+a dda^y of a contemporary of logical music J S Bach …
the wind was blowing hard on the girl in gray cross bridge across from church at I75 overpass and walton: “ye^u nhau co+?i a’o o^’i a` cho nhau ve^` nha` do^’i ra(`ng cha do^’i me. ra(`ng qua ca^`u qua ca^`u gio’ bay ….”: h-bridge chip for interfacing with motor for arduino which means “strong friend” … which arduino to^nan learned about during another past terrible winter –winters along with other seasons used to be
the democratic if not communistic way to deal with “stars” [told to^nan after graduation upon an eclipse of the sun
] and communists and buddhists and karma bums or non-karma bums … bums are uneventful and normal and safe … especially if the bums are not ashamed of themselves “know thyself” [sbtn and tv doctor shows, hippocrates in reader’s digest] and qua^.y i’t made little fuss … and there is no reason why stars … especially if the stars are not ashamed of themselves “know thyself” … could not be bums and normal … and whatnot should have been to uneventfully normalize the stars by saying “heck, we’re all stars each in our own way … ”
uneventful “star-less” “crutchless” that come and go with very little fuss before the year 2000 millenium celebration … when “pentagon star” chrysler “returned” …
… because dodge hall and meadow brook and madonna were here first … to the neighborhood …when everything about to^nan seems to be made into a big “starry” “eventful” “crutchful” deal …. sbtn tru’c ho^` and the gang sings/says 10 of days ago “vi` sao” … examined with a fine tooth comb and magnified universally especially pre-haiti earthquake winter … pre Boston .. . pre co^ Quye^n … for to^nan–that saw mrs. tribuzio passing and nuclear power plant and tsunami hitting japan …. this year japanese garden books got wet by frozen broken water pipes …: Inside Edition singing nun representing michaela’s friend who advised/reminded her upon her being hit with american chinese british dudes “we’re Italians …” … PBS Lidia of Italy and mother and rice risottos … comfort food … similar to “chicken soup for the soul” … but spring is coming alas at last for this year … though we still have a mouse in our house … but to^nan is being “crutchless” about it as with father and mother …
car radio plays “the boys are back in town” or “let’s hear it for the boys” and “prepare” ~ “p-repair” …: three boys were crossing the street downtown reminding us how three girls were waiting for three boys who were eager to come promising “help is coming, we’re coming, the calvary is coming” to help with the spring and summer construction/maintenance job [a few days subsequently able young men were at the home depot] at church with garage sale whose basement windows state of disrepair reminded us of our basement windows crack where mice might have gotten in … the basement of the church is similar to the darkened gymnasium in disney movie “Jump in!” saw yesterday … cmp … license plate … and computer instruction “jmp” versus instruction “call” … computer instruction “bound for glory” basketball at wal-mart … after rite-aid and sam’s club … then onto mcdonalds where an all black crew except for mexican with big eyes resembling one at rite aid were discussing thing that call to mind u’ ly’s odi wedding “they seems like king and queen” and discussing our remark about how the russian-german-british-african roof … http://www.whitehouse.gov/share/take-behind-scenes-look-solar-panels-white-house-roof?utm_source=email&utm_medium=email&utm_content=email330-video&utm_campaign=climate email from president obama white house on new solar panel on roof of white house … crew should have felt good that they did good helping someone with their roof before the terrible winter that affects not only all of the united states but also the world what with ukraine protests and all and to chu’ ha^n …
5/10/2014:
this tv barbara streisand and screen mother eating …. “i pull your leg” … reply for barbara walters and bette midler …
PBS Patti Mexican Table: with her sister “it’s Platonic” [bbq plate][Clark Kent was reading Plato in movie “Superman” ] ”…. I think I’ll marry that boy someday …” “co’ chu kho^ng?” …. “let’s do it ….” … see note 5.13.2014
father would watch …
Episode 312: Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
Pati invites a few of her girlfriends over for a much needed “girls’ night in.” But these girls are here to GRILL! Grilling isn’t just a guy thing — Pati’s got a great outdoor grill, and she’s gonna put it to work by cooking up a mouth-watering menu of Mexican food with a BBQ twist. One of Pati’s sisters shows up to help her mix some drinks, too!
chanh muo^’i and spinning top cocktail margarita or tequila with salt sugar chile …
[5/14/2014
the children had no blames … simply grin-and-bear … the aftermath of the tsunami …:
Music Voyager
Tohoku: Japan Rising
In Tohoku, an area that was devastated by the 2011 earthquake and tsunami, host Jacob Edgar joins composers Yoshihide Otomo and Riuchi Sakamoto at a concert that also features an ensemble of local high-school students. He also explores the coastline near Sendai.
father would watch …
Pati’s Mexican Table
Sugar for Hubby
Shrimp cocktail Pacifico; Rodrigo-style fish; and flourless chocolate pecan cake.
pati would correspond to Ho^`ng while her hubby would correspond to David, Ho^`ng’s husband …
nga`y sau so?i dda’ cu~ng ca^`n co’ nhau is the view from eternity bridge where the law of conservation is a matter of course “everything is neither deconstructed nor constructed, but always is/be …. ” and thus everything effectively is “married” to everything else as a matter of course …
5/16/2014 Inside Edition: Lisa Guerrero investigates speeding judges … and robert reports on undersea volcano off caribbean coast that might possibly affect florida …
The Real Wolf of Wall Street
Airdate: 05/20/2014
In The Wolf of Wall Street, Leonardo DiCaprio played charismatic con-man Jordan Belfort who scammed millions of dollars from unwitting investors to pay for a life of unimaginable excess that included planes, yachts, mansions, and drugs.
Belfort thought DiCaprio’s portrayal of him was “great.”
…
Lisa Guerrero investigates …. “don’t touch me sir ….” …
dr. oz reports on heart arhythemica … and on homemade deodorant … personal bu’p be^ public chi’n loyal neutral black …
sbtn: ba?o cha^u and que^’ trang dressed up in “milky way” a’o da`i … so does pbs commercial … nha~ loan reports on jumping into cold water river …. to^n an just went out shopping for bread and memory card alone by himself … thai son reports on ……………]
PBS na?n “welcome back to the age of jive” or caveman age … spit spit spit [yesterday drive of car getting out of Buddy’s Pizza both spit and nodded at us …. after we left the mcdonald] …
Episode 906-Cooking on the Fly: Roasting Whole Birds
SIMPLY MING is in heart of Napa Valley, where some of the best grapes are grown-which of course produce some of the best wines around. Ming is joined in the kitchen by his mom, together they will be cooking on they fly showing how they master cooking whole birds on the grill. Where better to pair wines with their dishes than in Napa and today on SIMPLY MING the master himself, Chris Howell, who has been at Cain Vineyards for over 20 years is going to show how he blends and creates his magic to pair with today’s recipes.
Christopher Howell is the general manager/wine maker at Cain Vineyards.
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5/7/2014
cbc windsor radio julie nezerallah … slowly but surely … proceed … tschaikovsky sleeping beauty … ddu+a dda^y …. well could you get the mouse out of our house … or else domesticate it …
5/6/2014
PBS Sewing with Nancy …
Smart Travels: Europe with Rudy Maxa
Ireland’s West Coast
gaelic …
galman …. kalman ,,… telephone dinh diem about gift certificate for house cleaning ….
“Look Ma, hands and extension in the form of a jointed double inverted pendulum …”
inverted pendulum and segway unicycle …
learning chinese and ezra pound unwobbling pivot a couple of days ago at kim nhung or han mi or nino or liang bbq …
Rick Steves’ Europe
Highlights of Paris: Eiffel and Monet to Creme Brulee
the commercials for Rick Steves Travels say “comfort zone” … see previous note 4.30.2014 …
5/5/2014
some one ddu+’c telephoned father … su+. muo^n na(m cu~ … tra^`n va(n ti’ch … time capsule …previous note …
nino: public announcement says sebastian se bastard: asian women with two blond-haired adorable child in her shopping cart … seems that her genes is overpowered by blond genes …. you better plant some rice or anh ddu+’c vi~nh might be angry … julie andrews … ye^’n sexy resemblances … elizabeth casher speech ends with hollowness … car radio plays michael jackson/hackson that ends rhythm with hollowness … at home father explains tru’c is former president symbol for ngu+o+`i qua^n tu+? … superman refrigerator of liang bbq … grow straight but or rather and carry nothing …. hollow … inside … why would chu’ hon co^ die^~m want to name their daughter die^~m tru’c …
toys r us: more ye^’n sexy resemblances … sex could really calm to^nan …
car radio: woman he can grab your hip … 92.3 …
han mi: cute cashier nhie^`u tha`nh ti’ch ve^’t ha(`n tre^n tay qua’ va^.y … why so many bruises on your arm … and why aren’t you in school …
kim nhung: chinese engineer with ve^’t ha(`n imprints of horse hooves on his blue jean butts … nha^.t nguye^.t were the two cashiers … must be too bright … in cali such situation of the moon sharing same sky with the sun was the occasion for di` ba and gia ba?o to say “too soon for peace …” …
three men outside of pho+? ha(`ng conversing about wives …seemingly preventing to^nan to enter moon restaurant … seemingly has heart for sunrise … see previous note 5.4.2014a toland’s “rising sun” … so … to^nan went to qq bakery to get some sesame balls and taro and raisin sweets … love your mother by loving your father love your father by loving your mother love both your father and mother by loving “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” … and the three men joined to^nan in qq …. and the clouds lifted near the horizon … and by the time we finished lunch at pho+? ha(`ng … u’ ly` and mongolian servers … bates motel on one tv toward audrey and kfc on tv toward kim nhung … the sun shines forth brilliantly … though then the car radio says “oh please return the cloud to us now” … two women in black .. perhaps representing wives of the three men … grateful for the sunshine … to^n an was on side of co^ resemblance and blond american and chinese engineer while mother is on father resemblance and co^ Quye^n …both co^ show either boobs or hip after finishing lunch to express gratefullness but tv said their gratefullness is but a ruse to stay off fat guy on tv …. it’s the intention that counts all else are “crutches” … to^nan is trying to released the pages of “The art of the Japanese garden” by David and Michiko Young from being glued to one another after being flooded by water from frozen and broken water pipe over the winter …. and he noticed plenty uses of crutches to prop up qua(`n qua.i [trong be^? kho^?] twisting trees …
that all are “crutches”–crutches are important in the sense that “crutches are ‘in the image’ of what’s not crutch: both crutch and what’s not crutch are actually on equal term in the way that layers of onion are on equal terms” … [would you believe that the dinosaur bones or imprints affect humanity who discovers it: pbs wild life photography show: a camera reminds one of an onion layer in that the camera allows the world to imprints/crutches an image on its film in much the same way that an onion layer allows other onion layers to imprints their circularity etc. upon itself … thus in the same way that one onion layer comes to depend on other onion layers an existence being photographed in some way might come to depend on the picture/imprint … the stars, the sun, the moon, the whole universe make imprints in such a way that the picture becomes human existence ..] … it’s just for the sake of conversation that they are named “differently” as “crutch” and “crutchless”… madonna’s song “the truth is not far behind [the crutches]” … “what’s not crutches is not far behind the crutches” … “when you have eyes/ears/mouths but as though you cannot see/hear/say the ‘crutches’ such as ‘robbers and lawyers’ then you are lawfully/lawlessly or un-name-able beyond lawfully/lawlessly or neither lawfully/lawlessly or both lawfully/lawlessly in tune with the ‘crutched crutchless’ ‘muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” … –except for the “crutched” “crutchless” intention/soul is described variously
vietnamese wartime song: … perhaps anh Vie^.t Dzu~ng of Asia Entertainment …
Kỷ Vật Cho Em
Tác giả: Phạm Duy
Em hỏi anh. Em hỏi anh bao giờ trở lại
Xin trả lời, xin trả lời mai mốt anh về
Anh trở lại với kỷ vật viên đạn đồng đen
Em sang sông anh cho làm kỷ niệm
Anh trở về anh trở về trên đôi nạng gỗ
Anh trở về, anh trở về bại tướng cụt chân.
Em ngại ngùng dạo phố mùa Xuân,
Bên nguời yêu tật nguyền chai đá.
Em hỏi anh, em hỏi anh bao giờ trở lại
Xin trả lời, xin trả lời mai mốt anh về
Anh trở về nhìn nhau xa lạ
Anhh trở về dang dở đời em
Ta nhìn nhau ánh mắt chưa quen
Cố quên đi một lần trăn trối… Em ơi!
Em hỏi anh em hỏi anh bao giờ trở lại
Xin trả lời, xin trả lời mai mốt anh về…..
pop song:
5/14/2014 inside edition beyonce and her sisters closeness pictures … we are one …
5/19/2014 or 5/20/2014: SBTN Thai Son “mo^.t ca^y la`m cha(?ng ne^n non. Ba ca^y chu.m la.i ne^n ho`n nu’i cao.” … indian man harvest rice in groups of three one is carried by the other two in lying position as a ca’i ca^`y … c.f. SBTN Thu`y Du+o+ng in note 4.25.2014 …
beatles song: … perhaps anh vie^.t dzu~ng … perhaps ba’c le^~ [le^] who is giving ni su+ a hand …
with a little help/crutches from my friends …
kim va^n kie^`u, nguye^~n du:
2655. Sư rằng: Phúc họa đạo trời,
Cỗi nguồn cũng ở lòng người mà ra.
Có trời [as a crutch for blaming] mà cũng tại [crutchless] ta,
Tu là cõi phúc tình là dây oan.
Thúy Kiều sắc sảo khôn ngoan,
2660. Vô duyên là phận hồng nhan đã đành,
Lại mang lấy một chữ tình,
Khư khư mình buộc lấy mình vào trong.
Vậy nên những chốn thong dong,
ở không yên ổn ngồi không vững vàng.
2665. Ma đưa lối quỷ đem đường,
Lại tìm những chốn đoạn trường mà đi.
Hết nạn ấy đến nạn kia,
Thanh lâu hai lượt thanh y hai lần.
Trong vòng giáo dựng gươm trần,
2670. Kề răng hùm sói gởi thân tôi đòi.
Giữa dòng nước dẫy sóng dồi,
Trước hàm rồng cá gieo mồi thuỷ tinh.
Oan kia theo mãi với tình,
Một mình mình biết một mình mình hay.
2675. Làm cho sống đọa thác đầy,
Đoạn trường cho hết kiếp này mới thôi!
Giác Duyên nghe nói rụng rời:
Một đời nàng nhé thương ôi còn gì!
Sư rằng: Song chẳng hề chi,
2680. Nghiệp duyên cân lại nhắc đi còn nhiều.
Xét trong tội nghiệp Thúy Kiều,
Mắc điều tình ái khỏi điều tà dâm,
Lấy tình thâm trả nghĩa thâm,
Bán mình đã động hiếu tâm đến trời!
2685. Hại một người cứu muôn người,
Biết đường khinh trọng biết lời phải chăng.
Thửa công đức ấy ai bằng?
Túc khiên đã rửa lâng lâng sạch rồi!
Khi nên trời cũng chiều người,
2690. Nhẹ nhàng nợ trước đền bồi duyên sau.
Giác Duyên dù nhớ nghĩa nhau,
Tiền đường thả một bè lau rước người.
Trước sau cho vẹn một lời,
Duyên [crutchless] ta mà cũng [blameable on the crutch of] phúc trời chi không!
….
[on first thought ….] Ngẫm hay muôn sự tại trời, [the lame/crutch in blame: blame/trời as a crutch
pop song: Eagles “I guess every form of [crutch] refuge [quy y tam ba?o: “i take refuge in the buddha; i take refuge in the sangha; i take refuge in the dharma”] has its price”
Dhammapada: “They blame/crutch him who says little; they blame/crutch him who say much; they blame/crutch him who says enough; they blame/crutch him who says nothing; no one is without blame/crutch”
]
Trời kia đã bắt làm người có thân.
Bắt phong trần phải phong trần,
Cho thanh cao mới được phần thanh cao.
3245. Có đâu thiên vị người nào,
Chữ tài chữ mệnh dồi dào cả hai,
Có tài mà cậy chi tài,
Chữ tài liền với chữ tai một vần.
Đã mang lấy nghiệp vào thân,
3250. [on second thought …. rather be lameless, crutchless, blameless] Cũng đừng trách lẫn trời gần trời xa.
Thiện căn [aim/đi’ch] ở tại lòng ta,
Chữ [“crutchless”] tâm kia mới bằng ba chữ [“crutched”] tài.
Lời quê chắp nhặt dông dài,
Mua vui cũng được một vài trống [nothing] canh [aim/ddi’ch].
5/12/2014 day after mother’s day: mother said “… cu+’ la`m la^?m ca^?m tho^i …” …[song “crazy on you” in other notes] …. which suggested to to^nan’s imagination “[crutchless] lo+.n la`nh chu+~a [crutchful] lo+.n que`” or ” … cu+’ co^’ su+?a chu+~a ca’i dda~ va` ddang bi`nh thu+o+`ng la`nh ma.nh …” … because often normality is associated with “see/hear/say no evil” so that whatever one sees/hears/says has the appearance of la^?m ca^?m or Babylon …
Pop song: Pop song: Audrey and to^n va^n and tate and ella and to^n nguye^n and to^n ddu+’c telephoned on mother’s day … 5/11/2014
You’re so [superior; “crutchlessly”] good, when we make love it’s [“crutchlessly”] understood
It’s more than a [“crutch”] touch or a word can say
Only in dreams could it be this way
When you love someone, yeah, really love someone
Read more: – Waiting For A Girl Like You Lyrics | MetroLyrics
the QU’RAN: Muhammad Sarwar’s translation of the 129th verse of chapter 9 (sūrat l-tawbah – the repentance http://corpus.quran.com/translation.jsp?chapter=9&verse=129).: (Muhammad), if they turn away from you, say, “God is Sufficient (support) for me. There is no God but He. In Him do I trust and He is the Owner of the Great Throne.”
Bible: “I am a man in the world but not of it …” …King James Bible Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is the [“crutch” or] substance of things hoped for, the [“crutchful”] evidence of [“crutchless”] things not seen. New Living Translation Hebrews 11:1 Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see.
Lao-Tzu: “The TAO that can be [“crutched”] named is not the eternal [crutchless, nameless] TAO …”
The tao that can be told
is not the eternal Tao
The name that can be named
is not the eternal Name.
The unnamable is the eternally real.
Naming is the origin
of all particular things.
Free from desire [crutches], you realize the [crutchless] mystery.
Caught in desire [crutches], you see only the [crutchful] manifestations.
Yet mystery and manifestations
arise from the same source.
This source is called darkness.
Darkness within darkness.
The gateway to all understanding.
Stephen Mitchell
The Tao Te Ching
A New English Version http://www.duhtao.com/translations/smitchell/t.html
Confucius: There is nothing more visible [fully “crutched”; full of “crutches”] than what is secret [“crutchless”], and nothing more manifest [crutched] than what is [crutchless] minute. Therefore the [refrigerator named “superior” at Liang BBQ] superior [“crutchless”] man is watchful [for the crutches] over himself [for the crutches he depends on knowing or unknowingly], when he is alone.
While there are no stirrings of [crutches] pleasure, anger, sorrow, or joy, the mind may be said to be in the state of [crutchless] Equilibrium. When those [crutches or] feelings have been stirred, and they act in their due degree, there ensues what may be called the state of Harmony. This [crutchless] Equilibrium is the great root from which grow all the human actings [work, service, energy] in the world, and this Harmony is the [crutchless] universal path which they all should pursue.
Let the [crutchless] states of equilibrium and harmony exist in perfection, and a happy order [“muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long”]will prevail throughout heaven and earth, and all things will be nourished and flourish [“muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long”].
Chung-ni [tv said something about this chung ni on 5.7.2014 ] said, “The superior [“crutchless”] man embodies [realizes, accomplishes] the course of the Mean [that is, the “crutchless” superior man realizes, accomplishes ” the states of equilibrium and harmony of ‘”muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long”‘ exist in perfection, and a happy order of ‘”muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long”‘ will prevail throughout heaven and earth, and all things will be nourished and flourish. “]; the mean [“Mean”] man acts contrary [contrary = outside = superior= crutchless: that is, the mean man is the same as the superior man both tries to be “crutchless” by acting contrary to or independent of the other] to the course of the Mean [perhaps Chung-ni meant to say that both the “crutchless” superior man and the “crutched” mean man are “in the image” of one another in the way that layers of an onion are “in the image” of one another … when “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” … ].
bible: “vanity of vanities, all is vanity” … when you desire more than or act beyond the “in the image” crutchless Middle Path “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” amount then you will be “crutched” …
mythic history: An Tie^m va` qua? du+a ha^’u ddo?: an tie^m said he is independently self-made, vua said “no way ho se'” … turns out the Mean Path the Middle Path is the truth … an tie^m is both “crutchless” self-made and “crutched” communal-made … achieving self-made success with some help from the community of birds and melons and merchants …
bible: guy resembling steve job at Telly Nursery on 5/7/2014 showing us his Vietnamese wife “she’s not a nguye^~n” … suggesting in tri.nh nguye^~n pha^n tranh war she’s a virgin or innocent …. Job would have said he is innocent of everything being self-made and independent and noble and decent and clean and practically crutchless but the crutches that are his friends claim that he must have been not so clean not so crutchless to have deserved all that comeuppances … supposedly Noble Truth is universally clean …
parables: vivekanada and ca’i chum va`ng parables quoted in previous notes where one crutch is wrongly seen as being another crutch come close to a description of not seeing any crutches at all or to the nearest best thing to a description of the crutchless ..
yoga and mother’s teaching: patanjali quote from previous notes: “when you receive [crutchless] free something, that something belongs to [crutchless] God; and when you work/pay [in/with crutches] for something, also that something belongs to [crutchless] God”
Hinduism: “Atman is usually tranlated as ‘soul’ or ‘spirit’; it is the essence of a person. it is not the mind or the individuality, but rather that which is dexcribed as a formless [crutchless], silent depth of being. The first lesson of the Upanishads is that the essence of a person is his atman. the second lesson is the acceptance and understanding of the concept of brahman, …[the universal atman/soul so to say] …. And the final and most important teaching is that atman and brahman are one and the same. This is really the essential teaching of hinduism.” from Fred Eisenman’s “Bali: sekala and niskala”
popular culture: “can’t see the [“crutchless”] forest for the [“crutches” of the] trees”
poetry: kipling’s “if” [c.f. descartes’s doubt everything; compare mathematical “limits” and their “crutches” on epsilons, deltas] and whitman’s “me imperturbe” …
gothic: steve job and ba’c quy`nh and the crutches of ouija board for anh ky` seance and iphone and the goose that laid the golden egg … and “a(n qua? nho+’ ke? tro^`ng ca^y” …6/10/2014 to^nan watered a baby oak and sundry baby trees with some resembling marijuana at kaiser permanente under watchful security guard to make up for toilet tissue he used to clean up his act … now in the way of twilight zone’s “kick the can”, the generation that comes to depend on the iphone as their version of “the can” in “kick the can” might very well have to re-invent re-create the iphone “can” and steve job and ba’c quy`nh and the goose that laid the golden egg if they want for themselves some semblance of youth of forever young …
pop music: Tracy Chapman and tv’s rosemary’s baby …
TRACY CHAPMAN LYRICS
“Crossroads”
All you folks think you own my life
But you never made any sacrifice
Demons they are on my trail
I’m standing at the crossroads of the hell
I look to the left I look to the right
There’re hands that grab [crutch] me on every side
All you folks think I got my price
At which I’ll sell all that is mine
You think money rules when all else fails
Go sell your soul and keep your shell
I’m trying to protect what I keep [crutchless] inside
All the reasons why I live my life
Some say the devil be a mystical thing
I say the devil he a walking man
He a fool he a liar conjurer and a thief
He try to tell you what you want
Try to tell you what you need
Standing at the point
The road it cross you down
What is at your back
Which way do you turn
Who will come to find you first
Your devils or your gods
pop music:
IRENE CARA LYRICS
“Flashdance… What A Feeling”
First when there’s [crutchless] nothing
But a slow glowing dream
That your fear seems to hide
Deep inside your mind
All alone, I have cried
Silent [crutchless] tears full of pride
In a world made of steel [crutches: moder skycrapers were made possible by the elevator and the bessamer-processed steel framework or steel re-inforced concrete framework:
Modern skyscrapers are built with steel or reinforced concrete frameworks and curtain walls of glass or polished stone. They utilize mechanical equipment such as water pumps and elevators. From the 1930s onwards, skyscrapers began to appear around the world – also in Latin America (such as São Paulo, Rio de Janeiro, Buenos Aires, Santiago, Caracas, Bogotá, Mexico City) and in Asia (Tokyo, Shanghai, Hong Kong, Manila, Singapore, Mumbai, Seoul, Kuala Lumpur, Taipei, Bangkok).
Immediately after World War II, the Soviet Union planned eight massive skyscrapers, with seven of them actually getting built until 1953, dubbed the “Seven Sisters of Moscow”. Other skyscrapers in the style of Socialist Classicism were erected in East Germany (Frankfurter Tor), Poland (PKiN), Ukraine (Hotel Ukrayina), Latvia (Academy of Sciences) and other countries. The western countries of Europe also began to permit taller skyscrapers than before WW2, such as Madrid during the 1950s (Gran Vía). Finally, skyscrapers also began to be constructed in cities of Africa, the Middle East and Oceania (mainly Australia) from the late 1950s on. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Skyscraper#Pre-19th_century%5D
Made of stone
Well, I hear the music
Close my eyes, feel the rhythm
Wrap around, take a hold of my heart
What a feeling
Being’s believing
I can have it all
Now I’m dancing for my life
Take your passion
And make it happen
Pictures come alive
You can dance right through your life
………
Writer(s): Irene Cara, Giorgio Moroder, Keith Forsey
Copyright: Intersong U.S.A. Inc., Alcor Music (Usa), Budde Music INC./WB Music Corp., Carub Music, Famous Music Corp., Sony/ATV Harmony, Famous Music Corporation, WB Music Corp.
mathematics: the “limit” of calculus is really “crutchless” though it is defined in terms of cruthces of epsilon and delta …
popular electronics business : crutchfield … : action at a distance without any strings attached …
5.6.2014: PBS Rick Steves Travels Paris … “Look Ma No hands [were used] …” and inverted pendulum in note 5.6.2014
“Look Ma, hands and extension in the form of a jointed double inverted pendulum …”
5/7/2014: father drove us to Telly Nursery [meeting new Godiva pointing out giant slipper flower resembling mouse trap … woman said “a little while longer” … we still have a mouse or something in the house with shits here and there … and buying yet another golden chain tree] passing by long hair dude’s house opposite buddha new big house where pine tho^ng where tho^ ~ crude/frank tree recently fell because of rain … Inside Edition quoted youtube recently
sbtn commercial for hoa dda` ca?nh thie^n herbal tome …
electronics: the crutches being the negative and the positive poles or other detectable “differences” of the “battery” or device in question while the crutchless is the perpetual motion of the electron flow or whatever flow through the device …: the “make-no-difference-who-what-you-are-you-all-must-flow-perpetually-to prop-up-a-world-universe-that’s-not-a-point-but-has-size-volume” perpetual motion of things that are “different” from one another which “difference” props up the world/universe … and the “differences” are the “crutches” and the “difference-less” or the “common” or the “uniform” “flow” is the “crutchless” …
philosophy: Descartes “[doubt everything as being mere crutches except for the crutched crutchless …] cogito ergo sum” …
Shakespeare: “A rose crutchless ho^`n soul by any other names or crutches would smell as sweet …”, … “doubt thou the stars are fire; doubt truth to be a liar; doubt all crutches … but never doubt the crutchless I love” …
Shakespeare: 5/12/2014 tv warns of approaching storm which will lift by 5:00pm …. it’s hard to say which is more powerful, the crutchful or the crutchless, … maybe because in the end power is not the question but “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” is …
PROSPERO
I’ll deliver all;
And promise you calm seas, auspicious gales
And sail so expeditious that shall catch
Your royal fleet far off.
Aside to ARIEL
My Ariel, chick,
That is thy charge: then to the elements
Be free, and fare thou well! Please you, draw near.
Exeunt
EPILOGUE
SPOKEN BY PROSPERO
Now my charms are all o’erthrown,
And what strength I have’s mine own,
Which is most faint: now, ’tis true,
I must be here confined by you,
Or sent to Naples. Let me not,
Since I have my dukedom got
And pardon’d the deceiver, dwell
In this bare island by your spell;
But release me from my bands
With the help of your good hands:
Gentle breath of yours my sails
Must fill, or else my project fails,
Which was to please. Now I want
Spirits to enforce, art to enchant,
And my ending is despair,
Unless I be relieved by prayer,
Which pierces so that it assaults
Mercy itself and frees all faults.
As you from crimes would pardon’d be,
Let your indulgence set me free.
biblical apologetics philosophy: Kierkegaard “[crutchless] God I believe [in the crutchless] help [with some crutches] thou my unbelief” … “… such faithless people that have got a desire for miracles …” said jesus thus implying that …even in the desert of Canaan … they desire miracles only when they are in crutches … because otherwise … the people were without crutches of faith … that is otherwise the people were well-off ….
if I must have crutches then give me some good crutches like a mercedez benz … guy in video is suggestive of con anh tua^’n chi. dung at east lake restaurant on mother’s day … all god’s chillun got crutches/wings/rhythms
broken crutches/wings/rhythms = wholeness … yes the all god’s chillun’s hearts have rhythm but typically the rhythm is wholesome goodness is godly is god when it is sort of mainly left alone but for a little care now and then . 5/12/2014 pbs documentary on mandrell and their caretakers… local news 4 and 7 report on watching tornadoes in Pinckney and Canton and Barton . ..
seems that cute han mi cashier or someone has veins around eyes that makes it resemble black eyes … black eye peas … mother’s day supper aftermath … whole han mi family was there …
5/12/2014 local news chuck and dave warn of approaching storm about Pinckney and canton and barton which will be lifted by 5:00 pm … a couple of days ago … as she did for johny carson, bette midlers sings to barbara walter whose daughter resembles in many way ho^`ng rose … color of harry orlynsky’s “ancient Israel” and vedas and co^ Die^~m’s mother day card … on her retirement … oprah and regis on internet … “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” goes on …
africanism and computer operating systems: ubuntu “I am who I am because we are who we are” ..
Buddhist poetry:
trong dda^`m gi` dde.p ba(`ng sen …. insan ~ man in arabic … mama-san … said dave lowe …
la’ xanh bo^ng tra(‘ng la.i chen nhu.y va`ng
nhu.y va`ng bo^ng tra(‘ng la’ xanh
ga^`n bu`n [crutches] ma` [crutchlessly] cha(?ng ho^i tanh mu`i bu`n
{to^n an is reading about tibet’s padma-bhasamva “the lotus born” … and recently bought bornd computer mouse …}
buddhist philosophy … thi’ch nha^’t ha.nh’s “old path white cloud” ddu+o+`ng xu+a ma^y tra(‘ng: finger [crutches] pointing at moon [crutchless] …
for example even “lunchbox” or “breadboard” are merely “crutches”, …. truly “tro+`i sinh tro+`i du+o+~ng God cares for even the fallen sparrow–in the same way the Buddha cares for Devadatta’s swan– and the lilies of the field how much more would God care for you” for no obvious reasons such as lunchbox to man and mice …. because, … perhaps except for songs that hint of “sunshiny perpetual motion/energy/emotion/inspiration/work/service/act/eat/play/etc. freedom” such as Lone Star’s “I’m already there, … I’m the sunshine in your hair …”… or Rolling Stone’s “Ruby Tuesday” … or Steve Winwood’s “while you see a chance” … or vivekanada who father just made to^n an read who could only say in his Karma Yoga “work for work sake [not for compensation]” … “work for ‘muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live long and well'” …. 5/24/2014 ni su+ vie^n lu+o+ng passes away this 2014 Memorial Weekend …whence came for visit Ta^`n and Nguye^n and Tate and Ella from Chicago …and her ca^u ddo^’i [Michael Sells’ Qu’ran says qasida “hanging odes””: words are descriptions in the nature of buddha’s “finger pointing at the moon” … you have to experience/create the world for yourself no words can adequately convey the world to you …] that hints of the “crutchless” or “Perpetual Motion” is presently remembered “Du` cho da^ng ca? mo^.t ddo+`i / Cu~ng kho^ng tra? ddu+o+.c a^n ngu+o+`i sanh ta.”… so the best {“free”/”lawless” or “lawful”} da^ng/tra? at any given moment in Perpetual Motion Eternity would be the amount that produces “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long”….
… though vivekanada’s “non-attachment work” is close to the target of perpetual motion [as soon as you desire or attempt attachment more than that the precise crutchless eternal forever young Middle Path “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” amount of desire/attachment then you are crutched …. otherwise you are crutchless when you are desireless/non-attachment or rather when your desire/attachment is the precise crutchless eternal forever young Middle Path “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” amount] …
… because, except those, … reason of “perpetual motion” is not a familiar or popular offering currently 2014AD in popular cultures ….
Kipling’s “If”: If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, …
5/7/2014 Dr. OZ guest Mark Bitman mumbled something that sounds “they/you wait until crazy unconditional love comes … such as after a long day at midnight just before the new day starts …”
Bob Dylan’s song “you have to serve somebody” and truck [5/7/2014 returning from Telly Nursery we saw a truck accident by place that create and mix cement on m59 highway and lots of animals carcasses from deer to skunk to goose along the way … devadatta …] saw in california with dave lowe and here in michigan in front of nino today “First Choice: service” in relation to servicing the machines so they backlash less see previous notes and see song “have you ever loved a woman .. .or a machine …” in previous note … … work/job/service = sleep/wake/waste/eat = perpetual motion …. 5.7.2014 PBS Caprial and John’s Kitchen: Cooking for Family and Friends
Fruit Harvest Dinner
A food-preparation show that shows how to make family meals and desserts.
pear Le^ [crutch] pie [pi = 3.14… = circle = whole] [that is, harvest wish of “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long”] instead of apple pie …
buddhist sutra: from binh an son website is ba’t nha~ ba la ma^.t dda ta^m kinh prajnaparamita sutra
Bản phổ thơ:
(Thích Nhất Hạnh)
Bồ Tát Quán Tự Tại
Khi [using “crutches” to see/hear/say/sense all that can be see/hear/say/sense] quán chiếu thâm sâu
Bát Nhã Ba La Mật
(tức Diệu Pháp Trí Ðộ)
Bổng soi thấy năm uẩn [“crutches”]
Ðều [“crutchless”] không có tự tánh
Thực chứng điều ấy xong
Ngài [attain the “crutchless”] vượt thoát tất cả [“crutches”]
Mọi [“crutches”] khổ đau ách nạn. [attaining wellness and attaining “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” …
father’s epitaph for grandmother ba` no^.i seems to remonstrate tra’ch the “unconditional love” the “crutchless” “nhu+ nu+o+’c trong nguo^`n” … c.f. “flow” or “common” or “uniform” in this note … because of the word “nhu+” implies a comparison/description using “crutches” what is truly “crutchless” what cannot be adequately described by crutches … father at lunch said if you know that then you will get along very well with one another … know it’s only the intention which intention might be unknown … but universally the intention could not be anything but “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” …woman on crutches at home depot in the afternoon when we went to chu’ ha^n to give him his share of grocery … in that sense the crutches count too … being outward expression of the universal intention “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” ….
cell phone: te`o cha(m chu’ theo do~i computer monitor …
popular movies: “Use the force, Luke. Let go [crutchless]!”: “Let yourself be invisibly/insensibly/senselessly [5/12/2014 weather radar warns of approaching tornado for pincknew, canton, barton; senselessly/crutchlessly = stealth techonology: stealth planes and submarines] guided by ‘muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long”
recent disney movie “frozen” … choose number 5 song on youtube screen …: “let it go”
liang bbq … pork rind at dollar store and national geographic has picture of fat mother pigs in cages feeding her babies …we recently watched richard bang celebrating dragon new year in hong kong saying fireworks are for waking up hibernating dragon for spring: oh father let dragon be about learning chinese … dragon ro^`ng qua^.y la(‘m stir things up too much … on tv “tri’ tue^. ham tie^’n qua’ ….” “brainy desires progress too much …” … :… chu’ ha^n chi’ tri … and voyager 1 escaping solar system …progress = perpetual motion … 5/7/2014 sbtn china spokeperson girl qua^.y her but in a swaying strut telling us all about china trying to suck up vietnam’s oil in the pacific tha’i bi`nh du+o+ng ocean … gia ba?o’s du+o+ng ngo.c tha’i ” …na`o ngo+` con ca’ qua^.y dduo^i …”
prices for china’s lenovo computer for gia pha? and other works/plays: david lowe and sbtn report on pollution–email on climate change universal and on new whitehouse rooftop solar panels from president obama white house …… bought new small wattage led lightbulbs to conform to new energy-saving laws …
— in china and oil from pacific ocean … and electronics or otherwise support … 5/10/2014 wrap wontons with mother yesterday before mother’s day 5/11/2014 …… 5/12/2014 chu’ Tua^’n who is suggestive of chu’ Hu+ng co^ Hie^n telephoned …
— in beijing, china … and oil from pacific ocean … and electronics or otherwise support … 5/10/2014 chef support … wrap wontons with mother yesterday before mother’s day 5/11/2014 … 5/12/2014 chu’ Tua^’n who is suggestive of chu’ Hu+ng co^ Hie^n telephoned …
kerry wong on how he manages to reports/supports on electronics–inverted pendulum …. ….
given the importance of “man” in chinese characters/philosophy … e.g. confucius “ren” … from wikipedia: When Plato gave Socrates’ definition of man as “featherless bipeds” and was much praised for the definition, Diogenes plucked a chicken and brought it into Plato’s Academy, saying, “Behold! I’ve brought you a man.” After this incident, “with broad flat nails” was added to Plato’s definition.[23] … girl that handled our a730 return at bestbuy had rather hairy arms …
5/29/2014 yesterday CBC Windsor radio Tom Allen played “tea time” ~ “time out” music by chopin Shostakovich five women right activists etc. and commercial has Julie Nezerallah harping on a short history of the metronome …
— though he’s obviously busy with children: “If you have a toy truck lying around, you can then re-purpose it without having to buy one (I re-cycled a broken one from my son), this would cut your total cost down to around $20. ” http://www.kerrywong.com/
accurate is a Chinese company … from ambientweather.com …
to^nan use the “free” weather services and traffic cam services [he has just spotted the camera watching the overpass to m59 at exit to nino: seems that Chinese-made ones similarly selling for cheap on amazon.com] … perhaps one of these days he’ll return the favor of “free” by pushing his own weather and camera data [sbtn stopped doing weather reports a long time ago and now nha~ loan is doing medical reporting while bi’ch cha^u is into business reporting] to the web via weatherunderground.com website …
on return trip country music after speedway gas station all sings three songs about liquor and alcohol …
cute japanese-ish cashier from han-mi at side of road as though about to cross the very busy street to east lake dim sum place …
speedway all the women drove red cars all the men including a lean-on-me sleeping driver black dude drive black cars and before that license plates with “le” … cle 0622 … xem le thu’ circle is tu’ ‘s twin … and black couple tall guy short girl on return trip and long before on trip forth that car radio girl phone in to station dj seemingly jealous at what-a-good-man odi marrying an asian u’ ly` … see previous note 4.3.2014a … to quote:
time capsule … “four huts” translated by burton watson: has a description of the city in pond pavillion that would remind one of the central vietnam city of “hue^'” which also moved river hu+o+ng around it manually/artificially but could not avoid natural flooding anyway … as well as of the division into east and west of the world … as well as the description in harry orlynsky’s “ancient israel” [5/7/2014 the view women want to discuss this cornel’s publication lewinsky planted by the clinton bill and hillary versus a few days ago another bunch of women suggested to discuss cornelius tacitus angricola and germania …. from one bear to another bear … from one godiva to another godiva … ] of similar divisions or non-recognitions … : the back cover has a description of co’ hie^’u of one “hui” … “hui chinese” are jews … hu?i ~ leper mentioned in bible new testament and in movie ben hur … “The Master said, ‘what a fine man Hui was! One container of rice, one dipperful of drink, living in a back alley [grandfather side by side with grandchild boy came by to visit father doing construction in a back alley literally on return trip and though father might have been a bit embarrassed to show child how hard he work for a living was rather happy to receive both grandfather and grandchild]–others couldn’t have endured the gloom of it, but Hui never let it affect his happiness. What a fine man Hui was!'” ….
neighbor Sheryl hangs half circle target practice flower pot on porch wall side of alex tribuzio ..
chu’ ha^n’s microwave oven paint actually melted and deformed grostesquely …. lesson learns one should always cover one’s food when one is microwaving it … something to^nan doesn’t do many times perhaps out of laziness or perhaps that’s the way “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c bi`nh thu+o+`ng so^’ng la^u; everyone live well and long” rolls … so we went to home depot … all the microwave ovens there except one no matter the price have similar painted metal inside all the while they have stainless steel outside … beauty/function/safety is but skin deep … someone mentions ‘steal’ and the three men mentions “internal doctor … don’t even go there …” …
5/4/2014
rudy maxa style while eating … va^’p va’p nhu+ng chu+a nuo^’t chu+?ng …
“natural liberation” [by which he means one should view “changes” with “neutrality” … which “neutrality” they named the “in-between” … which is the eternal changeless essence … that connects/bridges/continues/causes the changes : the I Ching accomplishes neutrality in describing changes as but all the possible sticks permutations; the young vietnamese starry-eyed generation and their song from previous note 4.30.2014 accomplishes neutrality in describing changes; Leibnitz and Newton and Cauchy and Weitrass calculus of differences accomplishes neutrality in describing changes] by gyatrul rinpoche translated by b allan wallace mentions “time capsule” designed for specific revealer and specific audience and none others… being the documents found in caves in tibet …
sbtn thai son: near-collision [heap-stack computer stuff and anh nha^n chi. mai’s ddan and linh drawing attention to computer operating systems] and “in the image” pancake [from “beyond” or from “limits” of one’s own present heart …] …
ba’c be.p telephoned …
“time capsule” … holy … “time warp” … batman ….
… as audrey thien hu+o+ng “time traveling dr who” “heart potato pancake” would say and she telephoned today quite sunny and happy inquiring type of car ba’c ty’ is driving … focus … but ba’c ty’ has been hopping from one mie^’ng .. mother said why don’t you eat one piece at a time … one tu? to another …: yesterday ba’c ty’ read foreword to “introduction to experimental particle physics” and saw the names “audrey” and “dan” … not the fiesta .. or rather the korean-made festiva … o^ng ha^n was driving but is currently without a car … compare to dda.t who has just bought a blue focus to add to his red german car … as audrey’s mother thu thought … zoey and mike are fine …
co^ hie^n telephoned …
claude [cloud] levi [priest “le” “try”] strauss “sausades de brazil”: time capsule … why … or how … are the natives’s genitals shaved bald … similar to to^nan’s pornographic girls …
time capsule … “four huts” translated by burton watson: has a description of the city in pond pavillion that would remind one of the central vietnam city of “hue^'” which also moved river hu+o+ng around it manually/artificially but could not avoid natural flooding anyway … as well as of the division into east and west of the world … as well as the description in harry orlynsky’s “ancient israel” of similar divisions or non-recognitions … : the back cover has a description of co’ hie^’u of one “hui” … “hui chinese” are jews … hu?i ~ leper mentioned in bible new testament and in movie ben hur … “The Master said, ‘what a fine man Hui was! One container of rice, one dipperful of drink, living in a back alley–others couldn’t have endured the gloom of it, but Hui never let it affect his happiness. What a fine man Hui was!'” ….
“rising sun: the decline and fall of japan” by toland mentions Konoye and gia pha? … time capsule … which to^nan should do something about what with all the pictures and 35mm filmstrips getting wet when the water pipe broke over winter because of frozen ice and flooded the basement that is presently occupied by mice …
do it yourself 35mm film scanner
“ngu+o+`i dda^u … “: 35mm film scanning services at 4000dpi …
perfect beans … from minnesota’s Kuner’s ….from pontiac foodland grocery …: yesterday or day before pbs martha stewart said of north american native indian corn chowder “that’s rich enough for me” or “that’s enough rich for me” … meaning to^nan is healthy enough to suit martha with the current amount of food smuggled in to him … beans from south american native indian … mexican family at the home depot yesterday when to^nan went to get laundry room air outlet and fertilizer and mouse trap “that’s what’s with america” she blames … “you have to feed it sir” said guy selling mouse trap …. to^n an would say that kuner’s deserves “that’s healthy enough for me” … as well as “really really grateful for it, kuner’s, minnesota, martha, etc.” …
to^nan is trying to released the pages of “The art of the Japanese garden” by David and Michiko Young from being glued to one another after being flooded by water from frozen and broken water pipe over the winter …. and he noticed plenty uses of crutches to prop up qua(`n qua.i [trong be^? kho^?] twisting trees …
from ambientweather.com …
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