Monthly Archives: February 2014

2.2.2014

2/2/2014

the child is its own environment, different from krypton and earth, different from father’s and mother’s, …

from yesterday Superman family … mother’s hands in the form of the spaceship’s tentacles grabbing its child son, superman, trying to recreate the womb environment on earth for its child, son superman not realizing that its child son superman has adopted/adapted to earth …

Daddy’s Hands – Holly Dunn (Lyrics)

I remember Daddy´s hands, folded silently in prayer.
And reaching out to hold me, when I had a nightmare.
You could read quite a story, in the calluses and lines.
Years of work and worry had left their mark behind.

I remember Daddy´s hands, how they held my Mama tight,
And patted my back, for something done right.

There are things that I´ve forgotten, that I loved about the man,
But I´ll always remember the love in Daddy´s hands.

Daddy’s hands were soft and kind when I was cryin´.
Daddy´s hands, were hard as steel when I´d done wrong.
Daddy´s hands, weren´t always gentle
But I´ve come to understand.
There was always love in Daddy´s hands.

I remember Daddy´s hands, working ’til they bled.
Sacrificed unselfishly, just to keep us all fed.
If I could do things over, I´d live my life again.
And never take for granted the love in Daddy´s hands.

Daddy’s hands were soft and kind when I was cryin´.
Daddy´s hands, were hard as steel when I´d done wrong.
Daddy´s hands, weren´t always gentle
But I´ve come to understand.
There was always love in Daddy´s hands.

Daddy’s hands were soft and kind when I was cryin´.
Daddy´s hands, were hard as steel when I´d done wrong.
Daddy´s hands, weren´t always gentle
But I´ve come to understand.
There was always love …..
In Daddy´s hands.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOAjAWToYMI

… ba’nh chu+ng … tu+o+.ng tru+ng for co’ hie^’u grateful children … for breakfast with gia ba?o ye^’n di` ba Honey to^n DDi.nh mother ba’c Ty’ ….


guy wearing “what’s up dog” t-shirt at restaurant in Grand Century Mall yesterday … orchid and bu+o+?I bu+o+?I previous note … though somehow they made To^nAn felt completely normal at the ho^.i cho+. listening to children sing te^’t songs … before having to go to the toilet …

http://www.dograt.com/WordPress/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/SnoopyMetLife-141×150.jpg


farmer boy becoming clark kent the reporter …

“Jackie Brown”

Is this your life, Jackie Brown?
Poorly educated and forced to live on the poor side of town.
Is this your daughter, Jackie Brown?
This pretty little girl
In the worn out clothes
That have been hand-me down.
Is this your wife, Jackie Brown?
With sad blue eyes, walking on eggshells so you don’t see her frown.
Is this your family, Jackie Brown?

Dream of vacationing on a mountain stream
And giving the world more than it gave you.
What ugly truths freedom brings
And it hasn’t been very kind to you.
Is this your life, Jackie Brown?

Is this your meal, Jackie Brown?
Barely enough, I’ve seen people throw away more than this out.
Is this your home, Jackie Brown?
This three room shack
With no running water
And the bathroom out back.
Is this your grave, Jackie Brown?
This little piece of limestone that says another desperate man took himself out.
Is this your dream, Jackie Brown?

Going nowhere and nowhere fast
We shame ourselves to watch people like this live.
But who gives a damn about Jackie Brown?
Just another lazy man who couldn’t take what was his.
One helluva life Jackie Brown.
Forevermore, Jackie Brown
Amen and amen – Jackie Brown?

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/johncougarmellencamp/jackiebrown.html

Gia Ba?o–who rose early out of bed to show ba’c ty’ story of aladin’s genie and picture of happy family in 101 dalmation and to request sie^u nha^n tha^`n kie^’m ta^.p 1 as li` xi` “tie^`n” …. “ddo^` vo^ du.ng” … well, “it’s usefullness lies in its function as gia?i … including gia?i tri’ or entertainment …”– ra^’t la` ngoan va` giu+~ im la(.ng suo^’t bu+~a [he was similarly quiet and transfixed interested pleasantly surprised watching Jessie “Some bunny’s in trouble” about a surprising 3-way relationship and Phineas and Ferb “happy birthday isabella”] could have demanded more … such as ba Thanh So+n … but it is afterall gia ddi`nh …. “is this what you want Gia Ba?o …?” … well, at the pho+? place bu.i ddo+`i So+n and Gia Ba?o had the attention of everyone especially the girls and the “adults” … “Oh, he’s so cute …” … “is this what you want Thanh So+n?” …. comparably, Superman was asked “Is this what you want son Superman?” concerning Lois Lane and earth’s environment … and comparably, the girls at Le^ Duye^n II scared ba’c ty’ offering him food and flesh and entertainment in the form of a tv monitor and a male masseus … “is this what you want To^nAn?” …: the conclusion is that, … well, it might not be exactly what everyone want, but, .. it’s everyone’s life … “it’s life” ….




Most recently, Hoffman was at the Sundance Film Festival promoting his film “God’s Pocket,” opposite “Mad Men” actors Christina Hendricks and John Slattery. One of Hoffman’s last taped interviews about the film can be seen here.

The actor was also set to star in a new Showtime comedy, “Happyish,” which was introduced to TV critics last month in Los Angeles. The network issued a statement calling Hoffman “one of our generation’s finest and most brilliant actors. He was also a gifted comedic talent. It was a great privilege and pleasure to work with him and we are all absolutely devastated by this sudden loss …”

Born in Fairport, New York, the versatile actor was accomplished in both theater and on the big screen. He earned three Tony nominations, three supporting actor Academy Award nominations (including 2012’s “The Master”), and won a best actor Oscar for 2005’s “Capote.” He was most recently seen as Plutarch Heavensbee in the “Hunger Games” sequel “Catching Fire.”

Lionsgate, the studio behind the film issued a statement about his death, saying Hoffman was “a singular talent and one of the most gifted actors of our generation. We’re very fortunate that he graced our Hunger Games family. Losing him in his prime is a tragedy, and we send our deepest condolences to Philip’s family.”
http://www.today.com/entertainment/philip-seymour-hoffman-found-dead-2D12043170
wearing a white bandana “… mi`nh chu+?i chu’ng ta pha?i ki’n dda’o ….” … said Gia Ba?o …

Roll to Me

Lyrics

by

Del Amitri, also Four Year Strong

Look around your world pretty baby
Is it everything you hoped it’d be
The wrong guy, the wrong situation
The right time to roll to me

Roll to me

Look into your heart pretty baby
Is it aching with some nameless need?
Is there something wrong
And you can’t put your finger on it?
Right, then roll to me

[last year co^ Die^~m came home early from Le^ Duye^n and exercised and made To^nAn felt sad on superbowl evening remembering Chicago …]

And I don’t think I have ever seen
A soul so in despair
So if you want to talk the night through
Guess who will be there?

So don’t try to deny it pretty baby
You’ve been down so long you can hardly see
When the engine’s stalled and it won’t stop raining
It’s the right time to roll to me
Roll to me
Roll to me

And I don’t think I have ever seen
A soul so in despair
So if you want to talk the night through
Guess who will be there?

So,
Look around your world pretty baby
Is it everything you hoped it’d be
The wrong guy, the wrong situation
The right time to roll to me
The right time to roll to me
The right time to roll to me…oooh

Writer/s: CURRIE, JUSTIN
Universal Music Publishing Group
Lyrics Licensed and Provided By
LyricFind

co^ Die^.p dreamt of a(n chay bamboo and mushroom kho and wonder if ba’c Ty’ would go with her to the supermarket in pajamas …  Ye^’n ngo^`I tre’o ca(?ng ngo^~ng …


bcdeditsession5.txt

C:\Windows\system32>bcdedit

Windows Boot Manager
——————–
identifier              {bootmgr}
device                  partition=\Device\HarddiskVolume1
description             Windows Boot Manager
locale                  en-US
inherit                 {globalsettings}
extendedinput           Yes
default                 {current}
resumeobject            {7ec454e3-fe26-11df-a0f7-f0def12dfe29}
displayorder            {current}
{4e6f2a0f-368f-11e0-8c10-5cac4cbbf0bb}
{4e6f2a11-368f-11e0-8c10-5cac4cbbf0bb}
{4e6f2a12-368f-11e0-8c10-5cac4cbbf0bb}
toolsdisplayorder       {memdiag}
timeout                 30
customactions           0x10000ba000001
0x54000001
custom:54000001         {572bcd55-ffa7-11d9-aae0-0007e994107d}

Windows Boot Loader
——————-
identifier              {current}
device                  partition=C:
path                    \Windows\system32\winload.exe
description             Windows 7
locale                  en-US
inherit                 {bootloadersettings}
recoverysequence        {4e6f2a0c-368f-11e0-8c10-5cac4cbbf0bb}
recoveryenabled         Yes
osdevice                partition=C:
systemroot              \Windows
resumeobject            {7ec454e3-fe26-11df-a0f7-f0def12dfe29}
nx                      OptIn

Real-mode Boot Sector
———————
identifier              {4e6f2a0f-368f-11e0-8c10-5cac4cbbf0bb}
device                  partition=C:
path                    \Users\LaptopUser\My Programs\My OS\babystep4.bin
description             My OS
bootdebug               Yes

Real-mode Boot Sector
———————
identifier              {4e6f2a11-368f-11e0-8c10-5cac4cbbf0bb}
device                  partition=C:
path                    \Users\LaptopUser\My Programs\My OS\try2.bin
description             My OS1

Real-mode Boot Sector
———————
identifier              {4e6f2a12-368f-11e0-8c10-5cac4cbbf0bb}
device                  vhd=[C:]\Users\LaptopUser\Documents\VHDs\My OS.vhd
path                    \try2.bin
description             vhd real-mode boot sector application

C:\Windows\sys

2.1.2014

2/1/2014

li` xi` and had picture with in-laws ye^’n and die^.p by christmas tree …. remember le^ duye^n II … had picture with the girls there and got “scared” and ran out to Ross nearby for toilet duty … shades of Gia Ba?o Wal-Mart …

co^ Die^~m tie^`n li` xi` in the form of natural and made up face … painted faces …

went to Grand Century Mall … they reserved a whole square for fireworks but no traditional feeling of Te^’t ever was engendered … went to darksome colonially decorated restaurant inside Grand Century Mall ..meet up with tu’, nga and bu+o+?i bu+o+?i in yellow “… ba’c hi.t/hu.t ro^`i” … and had her back to small fire pot then to large fire place … remember orchid at home … temperature has been plummeting at night and it seems to turned copper colored or yellow so when went home brought it in… went to cho+. te^’t at new shopping plaza neighbor of Grand Century Mall,… Viettoday leading men and women of Quo^’c Ba?o in painted faces were there … be’ ha’t “xua^n dda~ ve^` xua^n va^~n huy hoa`ng ….”… sunshine so bright …va` be’ “chu’c mo.i ngu+o+`i”…”impossibly old children” wearing the die^~m xu+a on their faces of their fathers/mothers/grandmothers/grandfathers/ancestors & vie^.t dzu~ng resemblances … clown with painted faces by tu’p le^`u tent of Thie^n Hu+o+ng … went for toilet and coca cola in restaurant run by man suggetive of mr arsen and father and his family made him angry by busy line … calm him by imitating anger and converting that anger to chu’c te^’t “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

a’o da`i woman pray at buddhist temple nearby … mexican mother and child and bus at corner as in movie yesterday …

… remembering viettoday anchors on the car on the way home… “tao ga^`n ve^` to+’i nha` ro^`i kho^ng quay la.i ddu+o+.c” said die^~m on the phone …

successfully run “My OS” off a “vhd” file in windows 7 64bit …:

bcdedit /copy {…… id……} /d “vhd version of copied id entry”

bcdedit /set {……..id………} device vhd=[C:]”\Users\LaptopUser\My Documents\VHDs\My OS.vhd”

bcdedit /set {………id……..} path “\try2.bin”

where “id” entry was a real-mode boot sector entry created previously … and the vhd file was created with “Computer Management” -> “Actions” -> “Create VHD” …. and the file “try2.bin” containing bootloader code was copied to the VHD file now VHD “drive” …

boot out the previous year and embrace the new year:  earlier in the morning mother watched viettoday yoga show where the yogists were instructed to turn their head left right left right in a way that reminds one of the movie “The Exorcist” …:   Dublin, California if not Dublin Ireland …. “for auld lang syne” …

FedEx delivered hepa bagged vacuum cleaner …

Thanh So+n came home in red painted faces … loaded off cabinet and rice container in truck resembling one of ba’c Thie^.p/Tha’i … then off again …

Gia Ba?o and Ye^’n came home in painted faces …

family feud …”… 100 people surveyed said …” on television from vietnam … said “nga`o nga.t” and other smelly words …. thoa?ng pha^’t , etc. … so all right clean all bathroom including ye^’n die^.p gia ba?o so+n while they are in the house … just a little hard to breath then easy breathing … vacuum the whole house …

the child is its own environment,

different from krypton & earth, different from father’s & mother’s, …

watched Superman-man of steel ……..”Prime Directive/Codex version of ’10 commandments’ [both Superman and his nemesis were raised on a “codex”–“Ghost in the machine” … c.f. present day operating systems that violated the ’10 commandments’– that violated the ’10 commandments’ … so Superman’s father sent superman and his nemesis off to a penal colony under the euphemistic pretext/pretense that krypton’s core/ark/nest/cocoon will self-collapsed ecologically:

4,600-year-old step pyramid uncovered in Egypt

By Owen Jarus

Published February 04, 2014

LiveScience

http://www.foxnews.com/science/2014/02/04/4600-year-old-step-pyramid-uncovered-in-egypt/

Moses is sent to find supposedly not a penal colony but the “promised land” … according to Bible some slaves declined the move prefering to stay in Egypt … “we have everything here why should we move …” … movie “the 10 commandments” …

; “Vào đời Hùng Vương, một vùng quê cách xa kinh đô Phong Châu, có một cậu bé mồ côi, thường theo người lớn đi săn bắn và đánh cá. Năm tám tuổi, cậu bé được lên kinh đô và gặp vua Hùng. Thấy cậu bé thông minh, nhà vua nhận làm con nuôi và đặt tên là Mai An Tiêm…
Lớn lên, Mai An Tiêm rất khỏe mạnh và chăm chỉ làm việc. Vua Hùng cưới vợ cho An Tiêm và cho cả hai vợ chồng đi phá rừng, làm rẫy trồng trọt. Chỉ ít lâu sau, An Tiêm đã dựng được nhà cửa và gặt được nhiều thóc lúa chứa đầy kho.

Thấy thế, bọn người ganh tị tâu với vua Hùng: “An Tiêm coi thường ơn Vua. Hắn cho rằng của cải làm ra đều là nhờ ơn Trời và tài sức của hai vợ chồng hắn với các con”. Vua Hùng nghe tâu giận lắm, không cần tìm hiểu hư, thực ra sao!

Nhà Vua truyền lệnh đầy gia đình An Tiêm ra một hòn đảo hoang vắng ở biển Ðông. Ngoài lương khô đủ ăn trong vài tháng, không được mang theo gì hết xem còn nhờ Trời vào đâu. Thế là cả gia đình An Tiêm lênh đênh ở giữa biển khơi….An-Tiêm hái một trái đem về cho cả nhà ãn thấy ruột đỏ mà ngọt, lại có lắm nước. Thế là An Tiêm liền trồng thêm nhiều nữa.

Tiếng đồn về “quả dưa đỏ” đến tai vua Hùng. Vua biết tài của An Tiêm nên cho cả gia đình An Tiêm trở lại đất liền. Lần này vua lại phong thưởng cho cả gia đình An Tiêm và khuyên chàng dạy cho mọi người cách trồng dưa. Kể từ đó, nước Vãn Lang có thêm loại dưa hấu đỏ vừa để ăn, vừa để bán.

http://tusachthantien.com/tstt/cms/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=373:quaduahau-maiantiem&catid=47:truyen-co-tich-6&Itemid=53

] and non-interference and humbleness: do not show your powers” … wearing the cape and painted faces die^~m xu+a of kryptons ~ secret ancestors …. die^~m xu+a in the silver decor of the movie ba.c lie^u

[one does not have to violate some Prime Directive/codes to move out: Dublin, California if not Dublin, Ireland … Gia Ba?o is cooing to his father Thanh So+n who is suggestive of anh Ki’nh who sometimes adopted the name “Steve” given by American friends …2/5/2014 Ye^’n is not coming home by 2:00AM and Gia Ba?o woke up and cried again “Me. ….” so To^nAn told him that the whole house is sick Honey, di` Ba, ba’c Ty’, Gia Ba?o … so may be it’s best if she–who ate some sa^`u rie^ng yesterday or day before– tries to stay well by staying away until the morning and also she said she has to sell the business today … “APRIL 26. Mother is putting my new secondhand clothes in order. She prays now, she says, that I may learn in my own life and away from home and friends what the heart is and what it feels. Amen. So be it. Welcome, O life, I go to encounter for the millionth time the reality of experience and to forge in the smithy of my soul the uncreated conscience of my race.

APRIL 27. Old father, old artificer, stand me now and ever in good stead. ” Stephen Daedelus supposedly James Joyce alter ego …


James Joyce, A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Manhttp://www.gutenberg.org/files/4217/4217-h/4217-h.htm

http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/6919-welcome-o-life-i-go-to-encounter-for-the-millionth ….

…. if one does not live in a way that befits Ba.c Lie^u then one is automatically out of Ba.c Lie^u …: in fact, Godel’s Theorem that would maintain “differences” so that the Universe does not reduce to a “Singularity” or else Perpetual Motion of Things means that one cannot stay put unchanging in one place without undergoing some type of change for Eternity … “change is the only constant” …I Ching Book of Change …

] joining the highways of America ……: … “the mamas and the papas” …the “ark”/”cocoon”/”nest” dark and bright … remembering to^nan’s ark/cocoon/nest that were Sa`iGo`n/DDa` La.t/Vu~ng Ta^`u and Chicago and New York City and San Jose vietnamese food and Le^ Duye^n I & II …

“She’s Leaving Home”

Wednesday morning at five o’clock as the day begins
Silently closing her bedroom door
Leaving the note that she hoped would say more
She goes downstairs to the kitchen clutching her hankerchief
Quietly turning the backdoor key
Stepping outside she is free

She (We gave her most of our lives)
Is leaving (Sacraficed most of our lives)
Home (We gave her everything money could buy)
She’s leaving home after living alone
For so many years (Bye bye)

Father snores as his wife gets into her dressing gown
Picks up the letter that’s lying there
Standing alone at the top of the stairs
She breaks down and cries to her husband “Daddy our baby’s gone
Why would she treat us so thoughtlessly?
How could she do this to me?”

She (We never thought of ourselves)
Is leaving (Never a thought for ourselves)
Home (We struggled hard all our lives to get by)
She’s leaving home after living alone
For so many years (Bye bye)

Friday morning at nine o’clock she is far away
Waiting to keep the appointment she made
Meeting a man from the motor trade

She (What did we do that was wrong)
Is having (We didn’t know it was wrong)
Fun (Fun is the one thing that money can’t buy)
Something inside that was always denied
For so many years (Bye bye)

She’s leaving home
Bye bye

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/beatles/shesleavinghome.html

1/31/2014

1/31/2014

mrs. diamond resemblance at target yesterday or day before …

“I Am… I Said” [Bible “I am that I am” … song “I am what I am; you are what you are” and that’s that …]
NEIL DIAMOND [“diamond” is often used as a metaphor for “essence”, … irreducible “essence” … “soul” … “zero-footprint path” …] LYRICS

[illusion of “homelessness” because of non-will non-possessiveness non-attachment: Perpetual Motion of Things puts one at such place and time in space and time such that one and and natives and muo^n loa`i also might be Eternal … might be Perpetual … such that one and and natives and “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …]

L.A.’s fine, the sun shines most the time
And the feeling is “lay back”
Palm trees grow and rents are low
But you know I keep thinkin’ about
Making my way back

Well I’m New York City born and raised
But nowadays,
I’m lost between two shores
L.A.’s fine, but it ain’t home
New York’s home,
But it ain’t mine no more

[and yet people would sing “this land is my land this land is your land from California to New York Island …” …]

“I am”… I said
To no one there
And no one heard at all
Not even the chair

“I am”… I cried “I am”… said I
And I am lost and I can’t
Even say why
Leavin’ me lonely still

Did you ever read about a frog
Who dreamed of bein’ a king

And then became one
Well except for the names
And a few other changes
If you talk about me
The story’s the same one

But I got an emptiness deep inside
And I’ve tried
But it won’t let me go
And I’m not a man who likes to swear
But I never cared
For the sound of being alone

“I am”… I said
To no one there
And no one heard at all
Not even the chair
“I am”… I cried
“I am”… said I
And I am lost and I can’t
Even say why
“I am”… I said
“I am”… I cried
“I am”… I said

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/neildiamond/iamisaid.html

man came to re-measure three windows …. “are you chinese …” “well, I’m vietnamese but has a chinese name that happens to also be the name of India’s Indian bible Upanishads and his middle name is Japan or Sun …..”: mother forehead was marked the same way India Indian women marked their forehead her middle name ngo.c pearl is seagoing islander cha`m or champa her horroscope sign is confucius monkey …

not to say “homeless” [Die^~m said “chi. Hai” in Vietnam–though to To^nAn’s mind he imagines chi. Hai is closely suggested by Viettoday TV’s reporter Nam Minh if only because their tones or rather rhythm of voice are similarly authoritatively “calming” or “becalming”– has just bought a new house and now that they realize it is their own home, they go about cleaning it and maintain it ever so diligently …] … except for maybe mother’s room with its plastic hoa mai va`ng to lend te^’t fragrance to the atmosphere …: con thuye^`n vie^~n xu+’ con ngu+o+`i vie^~n xu+’ …. why are we na^’u gio^~ chay on te^’t … “homeless, I’ll tell you, homeless …” … : “homeless” = “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” ….

Chinese New Year of the Horse Day … [gia ba?o assemble–assembly language programming–lego into figures he says is “con la^n” though they resemble the more a horse perhaps …]

and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

movie mother and child and driver uo^’ng nu+o+’c tha’nh and encountering a bus and a roadside worship “las acacias”, Native American Indian’s here to stay movie “just like heaven”, mother and child maria and christ movie Burton Wonderton .,, whorerothy ,..whorse ….

and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

gia ba?o or mother or die^~m –or perhaps To^nAn since To^nAn is a Chinese name from a story about how a father warns his son To^nAn to not dream of high places not dream of being a king since To^nAn does not have the talent fit for high places or for a king … and yet To^nAn slept with chu’ Hoa`ng in Nha Trang …–dreamt of gia ba?o being a chinese vua hoa`ng … hoa`ng phi hu`ng … Walton’s Wal-Mart truck joined the “freeway” in Gia Ba?o’s words … Ethan Allen at khu?ng khie^’p pho+?’s place …gia ~ wall, ba?o ~ to^n ,…

and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

chinese singer “I hate myself for loving you” …

and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

gia ba?o movie: “Wizard of Waverly Place – the Movie” ….

and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

gia ba?o put gel on his hair 50’s style and pointed out “tu+” episode of phineas and ferb “Happy Birthday Isabella!” …

and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

http://www.myepisodecalendar.com/images/episodes/Phineas%20and%20Ferb/s4e19.jpg

Ye^’n came home all smiling very happy as though she has just won at ba^`u cua ca’ co.p or something … co^ Be^ telephoned …

and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …