2/21/2014

FEDEX came to dimsum place in Pleasanton near where To^n DDi.nh worked as though to say “you’re all well enough now today to be sort of ‘ex’s’ of hospitals ….” … two tables of people developed “attachment” with us … a “froggy” guy and a “anh ba(`ng guy” … “Well enough to work too probably …” said the host of the restaurant …

went to strip mall … gal resembling sweater seller at grand century mall … soft guys [trying out sunglasses] and hard dolls [in michael jackson hat] and baby child resembling co^ tu’ bu+. as a baby … and … “kate spade” ~ “di` ba speed/fast/starving” but refused ba’c Ty”s offer to buy some “…man” chocolate … gothic ~ got hick black and white place … went to get some nutrition for the baby …. “silly rabbit, tricks are for kids” … movie Las Acacia …. mexican boy and girl baby children holding hand separating themselves from another mexican child upong to^nan bolting from gothic store after suggesting “deep” cinderella women’s shoes … but got pointed to the insubstantial pina colada [“personal column” and SOS in note “2.19.2014 thou shalt save”: “tu+” suggested “it’s mine [whatever you saw] …all mine …” … qua^n … at the cha? ca’ place the first few days on te^’t with be^ barber and customer of cha? ca’ place wearing marine hat or uniform and guy wearing marine colored sweater …] –youtube rupert holmes escape song and ca` rem mi’t ddi.nh and gia ba?o were having–to make peace with the geisha song … “you’ve got me why do you want more …: i’m everything you could ever want ….” …. gal flash co^ Be^ .. “they want to be on top …. el condor pasa .. i’d rather be a hammer than a nail” … [2.25.2014 To^nAn noted that this works both way via detailed concordance … the faster di`ba tries to gain the upper hand by nailing it with a command the more she later went back on her word of command because a new situation would make her take back her word … unknowingly perhaps of course, …so that you will get the upper hand then … so that the only way that both you and her could gain the upper hand all of the time is for both of you to either shut up or to pray/accept/wish/love “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” ….] …

tv: reporting on olympics in sochi … it seems so unfair why is the skater who fell down got hurt and pain got the prize gia?i while the skater who seem to have done everything perfectly without falling down and stay well did not get the prize gia?i … “trophy wife” said tha?o …

went to supper at place where bu+o+?i bu+o+?imade motion “ba’c Ty’ hu.t ro^`i” … gia ba?o –left home with “let me meditate on that for a moment ….” gesture–mo+’m ba’c ty’ on what to say … using Sailor Moon and thanh so+n ~ Sun as prop … : papa would very well have said “thi` pha?i kho^? ne^’u su+o+’ng ma` kho^ng bie^’t ddu+o+`ng ma` su+o+’ng ma` ye^n pha^.n …”

went to bobo [boo boo] … here a round of water for everyone please to save everyone’s teeth … ca’i ra(ng ca’i to’c la` go’c con ngu+o+`i …[their discussion revolves around tha?o ~ ghi ~ nghi ~ ta`o tha’o estrangement from husband because a stop sign scratches their mobile home {c.f. ye^’n and thanh so+n and gia ba?o’s wetting peeing in bed “nga`y na`o cu~ng na(`m/bo+i trong mo^.t vu~ng nu+o+’c …khai qua’ …” … wetting the bed might be considered a “self and self” problem though people thinks externals can help cure it …: at any rate you yourself is a record or khai or report of everything around you … your flesh is a record of what you drink what you eat what you breath etc. … you are what you eat … eat the wrong thing and you will be either skinny or fat to express/record what you’ve eaten … eat/record appropriately and your flesh/record will be a beautiful poem otherwise it might be chicken-scratch prose … }: the heart and hearth of homemaking ye^n pha^.n h-ie^n or “stop” is a pain and causes other people to be jealous or to love ye^n pha^.n …and “what might have been”: Kathy Mattea song “what never happened were never meant to be” …”We never know what could have been
But looking back we see / What could have been and never was / Was never meant to be.” …http://www.releaselyrics.com/93ff/kathy-mattea-what-could-have-been/… Tina Turner’s song “Proud Mary” “But I never lost a minute of sleepin’ / Worryin’ ’bout the way things might have been /[chorus] Big wheel keep on turnin’ / Proud Mary keep on burnin’ /Rollin’, rollin’, rollin’ on the river” http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/tinaturner/proudmary.html with eternity what could/might have been could have been again exactly or could be fulfilled inexactly with a second third fourth fifth etc. chances and you find that the recurring {woman in green unloaded boxes of grocery for her shop that we met when co^ Quye^n passes …} “what could have been” is in fact a “marriage” of sort a “marriage” that involves “just enough” exposure of to enable “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …{“I have …” said a guy to his gal at the chinese ta.p ho’a curios shop in san francisco china town today 3/1/2014 … also another gal with black bandana chooses instead of colorful bird feathers jewelry chooses a “time peace” …”A time for peace, I swear it’s not too late!” … and after a couple with the gal more beautiful then the guy other couples show up with the guys equally as beautiful as the gals ….see note 3.1.2014 ukraine crisis and gia ba?o’s problem trying to have his parents together… everyone in san francisco were beautiful and quiet therefore presumably well … and we wish all san franciscans a happpy new year with lots of wellness health and long life and everything as they wish seeing that they got the rain wish fulfilled … bought a double-sided tibetian drum for gia ba?o instead of parental-pair voodoo dolls because he has been doing voodoo on grandma loan using a monkey in cape … voodoo love… }… the bible “sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof, tomorrow is another day…. concern not about tomorrow for tomorrow will care for itself … if God cares for even the fallen sparrow and the lilies of the field–le^ duye^n or some such gave us left-over from te^’t lilies and cu’c/chu’c va.n tho. to plant and to save which ddi.nh did–how much more would God care for you…”] … yvonne ~ co^ Quye^n and ti’a ~ ngo.c ~ die^.p ~ father ~ chu’ hoa`ng –she was surrounded by people who loved her, namely thu.y or die^.p’s qua^n korean-japanese representations, “what might have been” had ti’a remained married … or has a boyfriend …with the ones who loved her … as those were all around her … “what might have been” is described by HBO as “muhammad ali’s greatest fight” and is describe by To^nAn in note “2.13.2014 file system” as the fight “between self and self” … –all welcome and used the water except for tha?o …: di` ba co^ Die^~m previously had expressed “how come you don’t converse …” need for ta^m su+. … now she had a chance with 3 girlfriends [tha?o ba` me. que^ guo^’c, yvonne ba` me. que^ le^n ti?nh pointed cao go’t which would correspond to …………., and ti’a “i’ll put you in your place” boot: earlier gia ba?o had tried on ba’c Ty’s snow boot] and a crowd … di` Ba co^ Die^~m had also expressed as we passed by Hooters to find a bank to pay off An’s bills that peace is due attention given to “tu+” di` Die^.p … the baby u’t of the sisters who is yet unattached … alone of the three huy`nh sisters she had tried to “save” … had tried to pointed out what to^nan must do for things to be normal … such as the juice machine, the toaster, the refrigerator, the sweets, the coffee, the ta^m su+. or boob or cpu ghost in the machine, the uncharged ipad, the sinus or runny nose, the scale on the penis via her short short short dress in the morning … even before gia ba?o’s hint of scaly valentine cards in the afternoon … and ever since that first few days we arrived in california when she attempt to “cure” or “normalize” ba’c ty’ of sinus breathing problems suggesting don’t enjoy the sexy too much with her cuckoo phone sounds she had taken to sleeping with the lights on or with talking on the phone all night with her boy as reported by di` ba … that is to say she ain’t sleeping when/with ba’c ty’ is sleeping … meanwhile with all of die^.p’s saving hints, the other sisters hints if any are too subtle to be understood and therefore are mistaken for mere gossips instead of as saving grace … except that 2.22.2014 the day before news of ha` mai die^.p sister of co^ Giang va` Cha^u pass, sister Ye^’n had dressed up as a motley fool … sang tro.ng black blouse above, plaid red tartan flannel pajamas pant, full face ski mask, …. etc. to allow die^.p the perfect summer fashion in white dress of innocent …

truck “save martha” on the return trip–from bobo to grand century mall the girls were sardined as india indian man reminds one of the current HBO movie “life of pi”– to balance truck “mandalay” on the sally forth trip …. mountain saves the sea …: here is the mountain: gia ba?o dressed his pant to resemble dr. chen and chu’ hoa`ng and chu’ hie^’u co^ va^n and gangnam style psy … and “fish for supper” said di` ba … and olympics unfairness and ngo.c resembling ho^`ng masseus previous year tender me^`m offering of food to to^nAn versus cu+’ng hard anger from the girls at bobo this year : homemaker angst/anger and chi.u ddu+.ng and officeworker peace and tha(‘c ma(‘c a’y na’y concern love ….

minnesota continues to be below 0 deg F … wonder about their nghie^.p/duye^n … oh well, if God is just, surely their spring will be doubly triply springy …

the following day: gia ba?o feed “pearl” bun similar to da^`u/gia^`u cha’o qua^?y/qua^.y–mother has been eating cha’o porridge for a while … la`m gia ba?o cu~ng the`m cha’o pretending to cough to have some porridge with mother …–to the ants near the sandbox …: the sweet da^`u/gia^`u cha’o qua^?y from bobo previous night has powdered sugar suggestive of sand …