1/31/2014
mrs. diamond resemblance at target yesterday or day before …
“I Am… I Said” [Bible “I am that I am” … song “I am what I am; you are what you are” and that’s that …]
NEIL DIAMOND [“diamond” is often used as a metaphor for “essence”, … irreducible “essence” … “soul” … “zero-footprint path” …] LYRICS
[illusion of “homelessness” because of non-will non-possessiveness non-attachment: Perpetual Motion of Things puts one at such place and time in space and time such that one and and natives and muo^n loa`i also might be Eternal … might be Perpetual … such that one and and natives and “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …]
L.A.’s fine, the sun shines most the time
And the feeling is “lay back”
Palm trees grow and rents are low
But you know I keep thinkin’ about
Making my way back
Well I’m New York City born and raised
But nowadays,
I’m lost between two shores
L.A.’s fine, but it ain’t home
New York’s home,
But it ain’t mine no more
[and yet people would sing “this land is my land this land is your land from California to New York Island …” …]
“I am”… I said
To no one there
And no one heard at all
Not even the chair
“I am”… I cried “I am”… said I
And I am lost and I can’t
Even say why
Leavin’ me lonely still
Did you ever read about a frog
Who dreamed of bein’ a king
And then became one
Well except for the names
And a few other changes
If you talk about me
The story’s the same one
But I got an emptiness deep inside
And I’ve tried
But it won’t let me go
And I’m not a man who likes to swear
But I never cared
For the sound of being alone
“I am”… I said
To no one there
And no one heard at all
Not even the chair
“I am”… I cried
“I am”… said I
And I am lost and I can’t
Even say why
“I am”… I said
“I am”… I cried
“I am”… I said
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/neildiamond/iamisaid.html
man came to re-measure three windows …. “are you chinese …” “well, I’m vietnamese but has a chinese name that happens to also be the name of India’s Indian bible Upanishads and his middle name is Japan or Sun …..”: mother forehead was marked the same way India Indian women marked their forehead her middle name ngo.c pearl is seagoing islander cha`m or champa her horroscope sign is confucius monkey …
not to say “homeless” [Die^~m said “chi. Hai” in Vietnam–though to To^nAn’s mind he imagines chi. Hai is closely suggested by Viettoday TV’s reporter Nam Minh if only because their tones or rather rhythm of voice are similarly authoritatively “calming” or “becalming”– has just bought a new house and now that they realize it is their own home, they go about cleaning it and maintain it ever so diligently …] … except for maybe mother’s room with its plastic hoa mai va`ng to lend te^’t fragrance to the atmosphere …: con thuye^`n vie^~n xu+’ con ngu+o+`i vie^~n xu+’ …. why are we na^’u gio^~ chay on te^’t … “homeless, I’ll tell you, homeless …” … : “homeless” = “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” ….
Chinese New Year of the Horse Day … [gia ba?o assemble–assembly language programming–lego into figures he says is “con la^n” though they resemble the more a horse perhaps …]
and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
movie mother and child and driver uo^’ng nu+o+’c tha’nh and encountering a bus and a roadside worship “las acacias”, Native American Indian’s here to stay movie “just like heaven”, mother and child maria and christ movie Burton Wonderton .,, whorerothy ,..whorse ….
and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
gia ba?o or mother or die^~m –or perhaps To^nAn since To^nAn is a Chinese name from a story about how a father warns his son To^nAn to not dream of high places not dream of being a king since To^nAn does not have the talent fit for high places or for a king … and yet To^nAn slept with chu’ Hoa`ng in Nha Trang …–dreamt of gia ba?o being a chinese vua hoa`ng … hoa`ng phi hu`ng … Walton’s Wal-Mart truck joined the “freeway” in Gia Ba?o’s words … Ethan Allen at khu?ng khie^’p pho+?’s place …gia ~ wall, ba?o ~ to^n ,…
and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
chinese singer “I hate myself for loving you” …
and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
gia ba?o movie: “Wizard of Waverly Place – the Movie” ….
and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …
gia ba?o put gel on his hair 50’s style and pointed out “tu+” episode of phineas and ferb “Happy Birthday Isabella!” …
and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

http://www.myepisodecalendar.com/images/episodes/Phineas%20and%20Ferb/s4e19.jpg
Ye^’n came home all smiling very happy as though she has just won at ba^`u cua ca’ co.p or something … co^ Be^ telephoned …
and so may “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …