1/20/2014

maze and blue truck pulled nothing except made gia ba?o recognized it’s the cat sand mover similar to one he has been playing with this morning in the sandpile inside a frog ddi.nh poured for him this morning … and went to sleep …

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peanuts

linus linux and schroeder …

ikea…”tu’p le^`u ly’ tu+o+?ng” or ecologically-supportable habit for humanity [versus bieber’s mansion on inside edition … which also mentioned guy who handed out hundreds or thousand dollars tips just before to^nan sent out christmas gifts of fruit to relatives …] … “dutch treat” [previous visit to Women’s Health Department of Pleasanton’s Kaiser Permanente had To^n An went to the men’s room then returned in a hurry that his underwear is not on straight giving himself a “dutch treat” by himself … which one of the patient with a nga^`u tattoo on her ankle expressed by her tu`m tu’m luo^.m thuo^.m ddu`m baggy bottom … there might have been a patient suggestive of humanity professor who taught To^nAn existentialism “facing the void” … “… how does it feel to be a complete unknown …”… well the indian husband suggestive of our robert neighbor or gandhi or albert einstein smiled appeasingly at his wife … “hello darkness my old friend I came to speak wity you again …” … opening the car door for her to receive her on a wheel chair home from the hospital “please, … I beg of you … forgiveness … “… ] …. colonial design, japanese perfect circle design, black and white perfect lines design [audrey’s line rider], hindu twisty 3-dimensional loops trying to moderate transition from circle to line …. they say “it’s a thin line between …” song “everyman of mine better walk the line ” to mean “be careful ….” [e.g. be careful don’t break the glasses displayed … symmetry breaking …]….. queen elizabeth and her prince …. wild child and her inner not-wild child …. song ” child of the sun and the deep blue sea” … gia ba?o said “con quy?” in loving terms meaning he means the opposite australian upside down …

deja vu [de gia ba?o] …. michael jackson mexican child …. hong kong east coast restaurant …photograph die^~m and an — putting two and two together by third ddi.nh ….

[to^nan remembers that before going to california father wants to read ‘journey to the west’ and that di` khanh–1/22/14 owner of pho+? place– had given to^n an a copy of it in vietnam before we went to america and that chi. chi’nh had shown him drawings of einstein’s general relativity geodesics and co-ordinate system in vietnam 30 years before to^nan read einstein’s original and that a robber child had stolen to^nan’s goldfish in vietnam before chu’ robert kha came to give him and his family a lift to america … … all these things seem to be premonition or prediction or plan for things to come and yet they do not have to be because any given moment of space-time has convolved into it–so quoted the frontispiece to the irish novel “trinity” here in dublin california– the past, the present, the future the whole of eternity …,]

cat sand mover on the way back pointed out by ddi.nh ..

Gia Ba?o or maybe Audrey Thie^n Hu+o+ng movies … smooth transition of power means to various extent “it doesn’t matter because whatever happen here you are” … it’s a no-escape conserved world of “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” … everyman a father, husband, friend, …. everywoman a mother, wife, friend …..: “one fine day” [gia ba?o danced vu~ for laura from fermilab after his ice cream cone got broken into two ga~y … symmetry breaking or hidden symmetry ….: today second time at Women’s Health the nurse previously had flower on her hair had a different flower on her hair … song “… if you’re going to San Francisco, be sure to put some flower on your hair …” …. ne^n ho`a ….] … “you’re gone want me for your girl….”, “the prime minister and I [the night/to^’I and I/to^i]” … “when she [parapazi reporter] hugged me I felt good” said child of divorced parent on her would-be substitute mother…, “bring it on: fight to the finish [struggle to have conscience to have enough [previously at Women’s Health, woman in black allegedly suggestive of co^ Va^n ca^.u Nghie^m was the one with everything … scholar eyeglasses, sexy do clothing and high heal, belly “full”/”fool” with child, etc. indicating having things from both sides of the border …. she was followed by a woman in black also suggestively resembling native american woman–there were many resembling native american that day men and women though they were customers of taiwanese chinese 99 ranch–giving out sausage samples on a toothpick … suggesting that no’i va^.y ma` kho^ng pha?i va^.y … it ain’t the whole story … meaning the “enough” or “everything” you saw in woman at Women’s Health is because she only had a small sample of “everything” and not “everything” itself …. just a dimsum sample ….]: “ba tha^’y con {ta`i} gio?i <go?i ngo’ sen to^m> kho^ng …..” … because a few days ago Gia Ba?o said ba’c Ty’ saw tu?i tha^n la` ba’c Ty’ chu+a co’ ddu? lu+o+ng ta^m ba(`ng Gia Ba?o ..] …

dream of slaving under professors ….

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in the morning, die^~m had stomach pain again and we went to Women’s Health again ….

“It’s [head] is so tiny … ” ….. dimsum sample … said head nurse suggestive of Martha Stewart …

“gotcha” she said to child dude suggestive of Rick Steves … another child dude came in with his patient mother had acnide around his eyes expressed tu?i tha^n [“because their children are not well because of tu?i tha^n …”] … another child in blood lab ba`y ve~ ma’u … draw blood … with co^ Trinh feature and indian [at Women’s Health was guy suggestive of Hawaii native american indian “It’s not easy to get rid of …” with wife with child “congratulation it’s cute baby”] man with sword expressed jealous or tu?i tha^n out of being “blind” or “unconditional love” …. co^ Die^.p in fuzzy pattern dress today … so To^nAn asked her to erase the fuzzy pictures he made of her by the christmas tree … while co^ Ye^’n want others to be blind not seeing underneath masks and hats …

speakers ddi.nh ordered arrived from ups guy and pool guy came by …. jealous …

they

1/22/2014

more tu?i tha^n …. self-image problems … very opposite of “you’re so vain you probably think this song is for you don’t you” problem …

gia ba?o “ba?o to^`n chi’nh nghi~a”: chi’nh nghi~a is “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”: each and every/all sayings mean “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

to^n ddi.nh got a madonna cd around …. her self-image song “…Until I learned to love myself
I was never ever lovin’ anybody else …”

If—

By Rudyard Kipling

(‘Brother Square-Toes’—Rewards and Fairies)

If you can keep your head when all about you

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,

But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,

Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,

Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,

And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream—and not make dreams your master;

If you can think—and not make thoughts your aim;

If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster

And treat those two impostors just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken

Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,

Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,

And stoop and build ’em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings

And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,

And lose, and start again at your beginnings

And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew

To serve your turn long after they are gone,

And so hold on when there is nothing in you

Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,

Or walk with Kings—nor lose the common touch,

If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,

If all men count with you, but none too much;

If you can fill the unforgiving minute

With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,

Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it, [british neighbor irish song “there’s a love that’s divine and it’s yours and it’s mine….” in dublin california ]

And—which is more—you’ll be a Man, my son!

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Source: A Choice of Kipling’s Verse (1943)

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indian and chinese/japanese enjoying gentlemen and jewish gray hair gentleman not enjoying exchange positions at the pho+? restaurant becomes …. “whoa!” double “hoa” mannequin [there was a small toy or art one at the ikea store near the cashier] at the mall …: movie mannequin …. and pygmalion …. pig mall lion …. if you love it enough it becomes alive …. ca^y ngo.c lan and ca^y lan … baby cried out of need for attention or tu?i tha^n then cried out of pride of tha^n cuteness then angry then laughter … dda.t garbage guy at the hospital …

we’re late [black dude nurse “be cool” sonogram nurse “be calm”] to the hospital because an stayed up all night today in car of co^ Die^.p who eyed an’s coffee she made him once … : clean cinderella her bathroom today as well as ddi.nh and die^~m and mother …

peace [rabbit ears rather on iphone and in ear of nelson mandela statue] and graceful wellness … trang ddo^~ at mall and on viettoday … baby sonogram “here I cinderella am” image or self-image… ….. viettoday commercial “phong thu?y vi die^.u” & “co+m ta^’m thie^n hu+o+ng” … bonding with the men at the hospital waiting room becomes Vie^.t Dzu~ng and nha^n quye^`n …

bonding is interrupted by neck/naked being pulled every which way … very beautiful woman in white worshipping viet dung on viettoday …

pho+? …. restaurateur suggestive of di` Khanh left when we came …. advice ,,,, mother’s mirror sonogram of sort at clothing store in the mall [cinderella self-image problem is resolved by facing the void –guy resembling humanity professor came out when we came in–and recognize “you are what you are i am what i am, there are no bad guys there are no good guys there are only you and me and we simply are different/unique {for all the uniqueness, all are beautiful and well and live long though … fanfare for the common man/woman at the mall …. everyone ‘s beautiful …}” …. things-as-they-are … existentialism … each and everything are beautiful and has no self-image problem it is only when things are brought together such as when two hands are clapped together that pain and therefore self-image problems become the hands or the things …] …. beautiful and handsome people at the mall …. messy mens’ room ….song on pa system “told you it’s messy” christy … beautiful young woman with tattoo arm … slaving [and professor Longo: gia ba?o shuts door to room and said bad/evil words that his father said to avoid …: to^nan tries hard to mind his own business having no blames and don’t mind–because the Noble Truths exist so that as long as Gia Ba?o or other knows it’s nothing personal he/she and the left hand did not mean it and i and the right hand did not mean it but sometimes God clapped and the left hand comes together with the right hand and made pain and the Noble Truths become he/she/i/all– how people want to dress up their conversation with blames and such [self-image , other-image or any image problems is caused by not minding your own business–waitress resembling co^ Va^n and waiter resembling ca^.u Nghie^m at dimsum restaurant advice–by “see/hear/say evil”: dhammapada “they blame him/her who says little they blame him/her who says much they blame him/her who says nothing or who says just enough: no one is without blame” … the blame is because of Perpetual Motion keeping things moving from one thing to another from past to present to future and back to the past again …. the attraction of cavemen, archaelogical relics, classic cars and tube amplifiers …] …salinger’s “all his faculty in tact” … friend robert acquerelli might have made fun of the professors such as how they wag or people who drew wigs on their department pictures … but to^n an [“sunset boulevaard” song “… billy…wonder if he ever has fun in his life … until the sun comes up on santa monica boulevaard”: filipino tv chanel discuss manila or some such skyway plans … ] have always have respect–even when angry … “personal” is “respect” is “behind closed doors face to face so as no behind your back misunderstanding so that it does not spread where it’s misunderstood like a plague”…–and wellness in mind for his professors… and for ibm for that matter {even when in anger}… to^nan wishes his professors {and ibm for that matter} and “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …and vice versa To^nAn is sure his professors wish him similarly afterall they considered to^nan a part of the family e.g. introducing to^nan to the professor’s son and unmarried doctor daughter which might be a good marriage match …. dr ddi.nh and gia ba?o and di` Die^.p …. so much reminding to^nan of his childhood and trying to help di` Khanh find a husband … certainly the professors and ibm and gia ba?o and die^.p etc. also wish to^n an and “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” ….. .]

northeast has a terrible snow storm …

father said co^ nga came visit him be grateful for gift for cung guess and has lecture on buddhism …

1/19/2014

yesterday and today:

“Gia Ba?o”: the “gia” ~ “family” ~ “bao co’ pha.m vi” ~ “rashness” attempts to reach an agreement with the “ba?o” ~ “bao ta.o” ~ “bao dung vo^ ddie^`u kie^.n” ~ “buffer” …

“buffer” ~ made bearable: extra layers of clothing “buffer” one’s exposure to the weather enable one to “smoothly” transition between two different environments/activities/continuities such as from inside the house to outside the house

di` Die^.p: “tu+” ~ “private” …. “tu+” ~ “4” ~ “no corner” ~ “buffer” ~ “public” …. also attempts to reach an agreement …

the feverish [To^nAn sinus is not well and tends to catalyze feverish] rashness of “I, me, my” of “family” or “gia” or other “structures” …. would attempt to be “buffered” by the “dung” ~ “bao” …

So+n or Ye^’n would “scream” ~ “instruct” ~ “ba?o” ~ “download” some “data” to “gia ba?o” such as quit playing and go to sleep instead … thus cutting off one activity’s continuity and “smoothness” to switch [shift gears of a car to a different gear including backup gear: tu+ tra’nh la’i xe now a day] to a different activity’s continuity and a different “smoothness” … comparable to going from inside the house to outside the house … and if Gia Ba?o has enough clothing on–or if So+n or Ye^’n for that matter has enough “clothing” [To^nAn’s professor said “An, your skin is not thick enough” to take the criticisms that the professors –though probably not prof thun …tv’s viking defy your fate… though probably professor veltman … dimsum place–daily lay on themselves during seminars … ca^.u Nha^’t ~ “nha’t” resembling waiter serving us at dimsum place today while ca^.u Nghie^m resembling waiter representing love tried to stay in the side of the room] on so that their “instruction” or “scream” or “ba?o” to “Gia Ba?o” would not be so “immediate” … Foreigner’s song “how urgent a love or lo ve^` or return could be”–then Gia Ba?o would have enough “buffer” to make the transition smooth–“smooth transition of power” is one of the pride and joy the founding fathers of the American system of Government … checks and balances and equality of man and woman [foreign or domestic] …. any man or woman in the street could potentially become President of Supreme Court Justice or Speaker of the House without so much as affect the institution of Presidency, Supreme Court, House and Senate without making so much as a dent in these institutions …song “may you have a strong foundation when the wind of changes shifts may you stay forever young …”…. there’s no buffer more buffering than focussing during the transitions on “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”–

… e.g. yesterday’s night gia ba?o ua^’t contained tu?i tha^n, oan, ….

a few days ago for two days after supper Gia Ba?o would went through a play-pretend time where he seemingly could adopt different voices if not different personalities … and acted how his teacher Ms. …….. scold another student for bad behavior …. To^nAn thought tu?i tha^n …and associated hie^n ngang with di` tu+ di` die^.p use “ngu+o+i and ta” instead of “ma`y ta/tao” to balance it ….but Gia Ba?o later corrected to equality ta^m/trinity/conscience …. today di` Die^.p on the phone with a guy before going to bed “hie^.n tai” …. Beatles song “will you still love me when I’m 64 or when I have hie^.n ta.i as well as hie^n ngang …”

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Hoa`ng Phi Ho^`ng Gia Ba?o said “Gia Ba?o co`n so+. xem nu+~a la` ….” vi` me. va` di` ca^’m …: in Michigan TV shows scene allegedly suggesting chu’ Hoa`ng once flipped Quang on his head …

dangerous wrestling with Gia Ba?o in the morning … tried to flip but could not do so safely …

tv says genie … “just say the word and To^nAn won’t play rough or sexual ….”

　Gia Ba?o removed To^nAn prescription glass so he could not see the girls and To^nAn let Gia Ba?o tried on his sunglasses: agreement between “Gia” and “Ba?o” is comparable to a pair of sunglasses: “glasses” ~ ‘ki’nh” ~ “respect” ~ “gia” and “sun” ~ “there’s nothing new under the sun” ~ “coverage” ~ “bao” ~ “ba?o” … http://theprettydish.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/sunglass-collage.jpg

ba’nh canh for supper planned: seemingly Gia Ba?o canh for when both his mother and his father could be simultaneously present so that Gia Ba?o can have a “Gia DDi`nh” if only for a brief few minutes of time “Yes! ….” said he when that happened yesterday …

when Gia Ba?o slept a nap in the afternoon, To^nAn felt quite non-sexual … Gia Ba?o’s mother Ye^’n went to the store … with such Gia Ba?o’s protection …

real mode and protected mode …

99 ranch twice and dimsum place … while Ye^’n went to San Jose

Chung Ngoc Nhi from foreverbeaumore in orange: for auld lang syne signals …

before supper: memory … discussing tube versus solid state amplifier with To^n DDi.nh … comparable to classic cars and cavemen …. people often love ancient things without knowing why …. if only because they contain undecoded seeds of the future …. if only because people are always in search of “origin” and presumably the more ancient a thing is the closer it is to the “origin” …

co^ Lan chu’ Hie^?n came for supper …. anh Vie^.t Dzu~ng versus snow in Michigan and Minnesota and wedding in Oakland …… memory … “Happy New Year” …. for auld lang syne ….

Songs of Experience

A Poison Tree

I WAS 1 angry with my friend:

I told my wrath, my wrath did end.

I was angry with my foe:

I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I water’d it in fears, 5

Night and morning with my tears;

And I sunnèd it with smiles,

And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,

Till it bore an apple bright; 10

And my foe beheld it shine,

And he knew that it was mine,

And into my garden stole

When the night had veil’d the pole:

In the morning glad I see 15

My foe outstretch’d beneath the tree.

Note 1. A Poison Tree] ‘Christian Forbearance’ MS. 4 A line drawn below this stanza in the MS. shows that Blake originally intended the poem to end at this point. 9 both] by MS. 11 And I gave it to my foe MS. 1st rdg. del. [back]

http://www.bartleby.com/235/72.html

after supper: memory … dde^? bu.ng va` tha thu+’ …

[guy resembling our MI neighbor or Gandhi or Albert Einstein smiled appeasingly “… please… I beg your forgiveness … words came out wrong and might have been relatively misunderstood by you …”] in a world that preserves [place in CA neighborhood with that name] “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”, Perpetual Motion causes each and everything to be simultaneously [that is, one always dde^? bu.ng va` tha thu+’ “precisely” in time and space as occasion demands for “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” ] dde^? bu.ng or constant or ba?o thu?/to^`n [1/23/2014 Gia Ba?o eat hamburger and could not have supper with us but later came for supper after we have finished] and tha thu+’ … as in a carnival [commercial on viettoday for such in celebration of coming Te^’t with outer space aliens with big eyes resembling sonogram images of babies] carousel taking turn rotating to [dde^? bu.ng have] and away from [have not tha thu+’] particular places in a circle ….

claim: ipad gia ba?o borrrowed used to belong to di` Ba co^ Die^~m … well, yes but also ….

[it’s comparable to how it rains and shines on each and everyone ….

1/22/14 wisdom and laughter girl at the mall … irish song … in dublin california …

Lyrics to Have I Told You Lately That I Love You :

(feat. Sinead O’Connor & The Chieftains)

(Van Morrison)

[Van sings:]
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one above you, above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that’s what you do

You-you-you-you-you-you-you-you

[Sinead sings:]
Oh, the morning sun and all it’s glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort, too
And you fill my life with laughter
You can make it better

[Both:]
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

[Sings together: (Van 1st line)]
There’s a love divine
There’s a love that’s divine

It’s yours and mine
And it’s yours and it’s mine

Shines like the sun
It shines like the sun

[Van:]
Babadabadop, babadabadop, babadabadop, babadabadop
babadabadop, babadabadop, babadabadop

[Both:]
At the end of the day
We shall give thanks and pray
To the One (ah) and say

[Sings together: (Sinead 1st line)]
Have I told you lately that I love you
you lately that I love you

Have I told you there’s no one above you
there’s no one above you

[Both:]
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness

Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
(There’s a love that’s divine)

And it’s yours and it’s mine
It’s yours and it’s mine

Shines like the sun
Shines like the sun

[Van:]
Blah-blah
Blah-blah-blah-blah, blah-blah-blah-blah

[Sinead:]
At the end of the day
end of the day

[Both:]
We shall give thanks and pray
To the one and say
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness

[Sinead:]
Ease my troubles thats (woops!)
[Van:]
That’s what
[Sinead:]
You do
[Van:]
You-you-you-you-you-you-you-you
[ These are Have I Told You Lately That I Love You Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]
http://www.lyricsmania.com/have_i_told_you_lately_that_i_love_you_lyrics_van_morrison.html

]

THE JUDDS LYRICS

“Grandpa (Tell Me ’bout The Good Ol’ Days)”

Grandpa
Tell me ’bout the good old days.
Sometimes it feels like
This world’s gone crazy.
Grandpa, take me back to yesterday,
Where the line between right and wrong
Didn’t seem so hazy.

Did lovers really fall in love to stay
Stand beside each other come what may
was a promise really something people kept,
Not just something they would say
Did families really bow their heads to pray
Did daddies really never go away
Whoa oh Grandpa,
Tell me ’bout the good old days.

[musical interlude]

Grandpa
Everything is changing fast.
We call it progress,
But I just don’t know.
And Grandpa, let’s wonder back into the past,
And paint me a picture of long ago.

Did lovers really fall in love to stay
Stand beside each other come what may
Was a promise really something people kept,
Not just something they would say and then forget
Did families really bow their heads to pray
Did daddies really never go away
Whoa oh Grandpa,
Tell me ’bout the good old days.

Whoa oh Grandpa,
Tell me ’bout the good ole days.

[Musical interlude]
[Humming]

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/judds/grandpatellmeboutthegoodoldays.html

sleep time: di` Tu+ co^ Die^.p gives a brief who’s who history of the Huy`nh’s family to a guy on the phone …. co^ Ye^’n in phantom of the opera white lung linh facials …

Ba Ngọn Nến Lung Linh

Ba là cây nến hồng
Mẹ là cây nến xanh
Con là cây nến hồng
Ba ngọn nến lung linh (a)
Thắm sáng một gia đình

Gia đình gia đình
Ôm ấp những ngày thơ
Cho ta bao kỷ niệm thương mến
Gia đình gia đình
Vương vấn bước chân ta đi
Ấm áp trái tim quay về

Lung linh lung linh tình mẹ tình cha
Lung linh lung linh cùng một mái nhà
Lung linh lung linh cùng buồn cùng vui
Lung linh hai tiếng gia đình
Lung linh hai tiếng gia đình

Ba là cây nến hồng
Mẹ là cây nến xanh
Con là cây nến hồng
Ba ngọn nến lung linh (a)
Thắp sáng một gia đình

Gia đình gia đình
ôm ấp ta những ngày thơ
Cho ta bao nhiêu niềm thương mến
Gia đình gia đình
Bên nhau khi đớn đau
Bên nhau đến suốt đời

Lung linh lung linh tình mẹ tình cha
Lung linh lung linh cùng một mái nhà
Lung linh lung linh cùng buồn cùng vui
Lung linh lung linh hai tiếng gia đình
Lung linh lung linh hai… tiếng… gia… đình…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDw_jPCVM4A

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“tu+” or di` Die^.p have ca’ kho^ and invited ba’c Ty’ … very very very salty … more salty than salt itself … turns out it’s a recommendation lo+`i khuye^n for ba’c Ty’s bleeding gum …. and following morning di` Ba have ba’nh chu+ng with lots of salt also … another expression of the struggle between “gia” and “ba?o” …. the baby that di` Ba is supposed to be carrying in her tummy would be something different from “Die^~m” and salt ~ “muo^.i” ~ not “die^~m” might help her “bao” or “carry” or “be^”….

1/17/2014

yesterday or day before and today:

To^nDDi.nh brought home 3D version of Star Trek “Into darkness” watched briefly with So+n and Gia Ba?o that explores the consequences of breaking the [whether or not to interfere … to help or not to help your host vacuum clean his/her home

http://www.crebs.org/images/p/41TLC3eCAYL.jpg

] Prime Directive …. [“… and the sin of Kirk and Spock should visited the Federation in the form of a rebel through the window of the Federation’s command center ….{if all the windows computers in the world violate the 10 commandments should your own computer rebel and obey the 10 commandments using your own–perhaps helped by Gia Ba?o … who would help chi. Thie^n Hu+o+ng –…di` Die^.p said “… anh ty’ muo^’n help kho^ng ….” … help and tam ba?o chi? ddu+o+`ng … the huy`nh sisters seems to be “assisting” one another [though To^nAn is the first to admit that he does not know anything about them nor their relationship if they have one “ma`y tao” seems to be used interchangeably with “chi. em” …] alternately vu+o+.t-ro^`i-cho+` … advance-then-wait ,.. thus, for example, … ye^’n is the first to have a family with husband so+n and son gia ba?o … then now she is divorced as though to express gratefulness by giving of her own experience after which grate is waiting for other to catchup after receiving her gift … and Die^~m follows Ye^’n example having a family marrying To^n DDi.nh and becoming pregnant …. meanwhile co^ Die^.p is going out with anh Minh for the day … presumably setting an example for us later that we might be going out also ….– and “babysteps tutorials” on osdev website http://wiki.osdev.org/Main_Page together happily with microsoft bcdedit that has an option for a real-mode os … “a stitch in time saves nine” and San Francisco 49ers with Seatle Seahawks stitching together To^nAn’s pant’s button with co^ Die^~m Honey needle and thread … find out that anh Anh or To^n DDi.nh or So+n has switched off the internal amp switch to external amp so that the CD is not amplified and they must have unintentionally or intentionally forget about it ….

Thái Hiền – Tuổi Mo^.ng Mơ (trước 1975)

Soạn giả: Phạm Duy
Ca sĩ: Thái Hiền

Lời bài hát
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Em ước mơ mơ gì, tuổi mười hai, tuổi mười ba?
Em ước mơ em là, em được là tiên nữ
Ban phép tiên cho hoa biết nói cả tiếng người
Ban phép tiên cho người chắp cánh bay giữa trời.
Thật đẹp thay! Thật đẹp thay! Giấc mơ tiên!
Thật đẹp thay! Thật đẹp thay! Giấc mơ tiên!

Em ước mơ mơ gì, tuổi mười ba, tuổi mười bốn?
Em ước mơ mang hồn, em mang hồn thi sĩ
Theo gió mưa em đi, hát xây mộng cho người
Trên cánh thơ tuyệt vời, hát yên vui cõi đời.
Thật đẹp thay! Thật đẹp thay! Giấc mơ hoa!
Thật đẹp thay! Thật đẹp thay! Giấc mơ hoa!

Em ước mơ mơ gì, tuổi mười tư, tuổi mười lăm?
Em ước mơ em đẹp như trăng rằm tươi tắn
Thoa phấn son em mang chiếc khăn vàng áo hồng
Em sẽ thi đua cùng với hoa khôi khắp vùng.
Thật đẹp thay! Thật đẹp thay! Giấc mơ xinh!
Thật đẹp thay! Thật đẹp thay! Giấc mơ xinh!

Em ước mơ mơ gì, tuổi mười lăm, tuổi mười sáu?
Em ước mơ không nhiều, xin một điều yêu dấu
Không ước mơ xa xôi, ước mơ được nên người
Cô gái yêu nước Việt bước chân theo giống nòi.
Thật đẹp thay! Thật đẹp thay! Giấc mơ ngoan!
Thật đẹp thay! Thật đẹp thay! Giấc mơ ngoan!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dATyLBtsmeA

— operating system–also RISC reduced instruction set computer … since we were confined to staying at home all day no difference from pigs in a sty die^~m made ground pork egg omelet for so+n ba?o ba` ba’c ty’ …

our reduced instruction set would translate or reduce all computing environments encountered to the following instruction set in pseudo-codes:

…. teen-ager shooting in china town …

loop

{

// create and load stack/heap for messages

// the stack/heap as an assignment operator/operation:

// “muo^n loa`i” <= “muo^n loa`i va` messageA va` messageB va` messageC va` …”

sent-receive-messages (); // sent-receive ~ push-pop

if “maintainable” // this “if-then” is the “line in the sand” is the “gia” in // “Gia Ba?o”

maintain “muo^n loa`i va` messageA va` messageB va` messageC va` … va` messageNEW ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”

else

maintain “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”

}

http://assets.nydailynews.com/polopoly_fs/1.1361562.1370267224!/img/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/landscape_635/kimk4f-4-web.jpg

http://january-25.org/images/post_gallery/25477.jpg

one of the kardashian sisters whipped out her laptop sending to^nan upstairs to his laptop …

— running on it’s own ‘Prime Directive’ of ‘muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well’…}”:

A Man Born Blind Receives Sight

9 Now as Jesus passed by, He saw a man who was blind from birth. 2 And His disciples asked Him, saying, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?”

3 Jesus answered, “Neither this man nor his parents sinned, but that the works of God should be revealed in him. 4 I[a] must work the works of Him who sent Me while it is day; the night is coming when no one can work. 5 As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.”

6 When He had said these things, He spat on the ground and made clay with the saliva; and He anointed the eyes of the blind man with the clay. 7 And He said to him, “Go, wash in the pool of Siloam” (which is translated, Sent). So he went and washed, and came back seeing.

8 Therefore the neighbors and those who previously had seen that he was blind[b] said, “Is not this he who sat and begged?”

9 Some said, “This is he.” Others said, “He is like him.”[c]

He said, “I am he.”

10 Therefore they said to him, “How were your eyes opened?”

11 He answered and said, “A Man called Jesus made clay and anointed my eyes and said to me, ‘Go to the pool of[d] Siloam and wash.’ So I went and washed, and I received sight.”

The Truth Shall Make You Free

31 Then Jesus said to those Jews who believed Him, “If you abide in My word, you are My disciples indeed. 32 And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”

33 They answered Him, “We are Abraham’s descendants, and have never been in bondage to anyone. How can You say, ‘You will be made free’?”

34 Jesus answered them, “Most assuredly, I say to you, whoever commits sin is a slave of sin. 35 And a slave does not abide in the house forever, but a son abides forever. 36 Therefore if the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed.

] Han Christian Andersen’s Ole Lukøje …http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sandman
Mr. Sandman mr sandman the segment:offset memory reference is a “metaphor” or “dream” for the “real” memory address …. irishcatholic Pat Benatar whose concert to^n ddi.nh took to^nan to see before he went to California heartbreaker — chu’ hoa`ng went to hospital on 1/26/2014 — dreammaker song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmBa-h4SRWo …
globe trekker sand man
Jesus and George Bush and Globe Trekker all would draw a “line in the sand” ~ “gia” in “gia ba?o” …

John 8

New King James Version (NKJV)

8 But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives.

2 Now early[a] in the morning He came again into the temple, and all the people came to Him; and He sat down and taught them. 3 Then the scribes and Pharisees brought to Him a woman caught in adultery. And when they had set her in the midst, 4 they said to Him, “Teacher, this woman was caught[b] in adultery, in the very act. 5 Now Moses, in the law, commanded[c] us that such should be stoned.[d] But what do You say?”[e] 6 This they said, testing Him, that they might have something of which to accuse Him. But Jesus stooped down and wrote on the ground with His finger, as though He did not hear.[f]

7 So when they continued asking Him, He raised Himself up[g] and said to them, “He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first.” 8 And again He stooped down and wrote on the ground. 9 Then those who heard it, being convicted by their conscience,[h] went out one by one, beginning with the oldest even to the last. And Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. 10 When Jesus had raised Himself up and saw no one but the woman, He said to her,[i] “Woman, where are those accusers of yours?[j] Has no one condemned you?”

11 She said, “No one, Lord.”

And Jesus said to her, “Neither do I condemn you; go and[k] sin no more.”

12 Then Jesus spoke to them again, saying, “I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but have the light of life.”

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%209&version=NKJV

TV plays “House of Flying Daggers” “echo game” …. “bie^’t cho+i tu+? te^’ ddu+o+`ng hoa`ng kho^ng” …. tit-for-tat detailed concordance …. when he threw all of the bean he has effectively withdrew her sword of blindness or unconditional love or “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well” …

http://img502.imageshack.us/img502/6760/kinopoiskrushimianmaifu.jpg

To^nAn changed his bed linen as the movie star above after being out of breath and some electronics from co^ Die^.p’s room making noises of a cuckoo bird or woodpecker bird suggested that the sinus problem could be balanced or healed by a sexual problem so he tried masturbation briefly but not too much because as soon as he does so he got very well and normal could breath easily …. but it was too normal … and the bird noise said … unless you want regret or ashame …to stop when you are well enough …

tv news: flu plagues california …. the dancer becomes chung ngoc nhi of forever beaumore in green …. ca?m ddo^.ng …

https://www.facebook.com/ngocnhi.chung

‎1/‎16/‎2014
yesterday: we tried to find thai food place on santa rita but could not find it so we went to chinese dimsum place in pleasanton near previous stoneridge apartment …. “don’t overdo it …” …. Pier 1 import “… I’m for ‘muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well’ ….” then we went to pleasanton hospital …”… we’re there when you need us …” said a group of men … nearby for die^~m visit about her “pubic pain” …. dr. uyen nguyen … our door bell switch freezes tight and have to be loosened … post office … post office man tiringly delivers a pair of tires .. 99 ranch facing vw guy recall “do count our blessings ….” …..

1/16/2014

yesterday: we tried to find thai food place on santa rita but could not find it so we went to chinese dimsum place in pleasanton near previous stoneridge apartment …. “don’t overdo it …” …. Pier 1 import “… I’m for ‘muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well’ ….” then we went to pleasanton hospital …”… we’re there when you need us …” said a group of men … nearby for die^~m visit about her “pubic pain” …. dr. uyen nguyen … our door bell switch freezes tight and have to be loosened … post office … post office man tiringly delivers a pair of tires .. 99 ranch facing vw guy recall “do count our blessings ….” …..

‎1/‎15/‎2014
yesterday father telephoned saying reading what he and To^nAn has just ordered from amazon.com before going to california sure made memories of hard times in the 1950’s returned ….. memories of So+n, husband of Ye^’n and ba Gia Ba?o or of co^ Die^~m at the massage parlor return if only So+n or Die^~m could have “read” the hard times To^nAn got being squeezed between mother and Die^~m into behaving in a feminine way … [mother serve So+n some food without his knowledge yesterday and today he’s not coming claiming illness after coming for two days in a row eating supper with us fixing the tv cables and having a coughing good time with Gia Ba?o after supper …]
house cleaning today …. refrigerator’s radiator … yuck …
while cleaning the stairway up toward co^ Die^.p who stayed home today, To^nAn got the thought that father’s hint to To^nAn from TẬP SAN PST 64 (11/2012) [wanda’s mother pass away recently …chu’ Kha telephoned ….: Madam Blavatsky] could mean, for example, that we ought to run our blenders [blender commercial on tv], automobiles, helicopters, etc. “backward” every now and then similar to running the glycerin low-reynolds apparatus “back and forth” to “rejuvenate” ourselves maintain “Forever Young” … etc.

http://c21.phas.ubc.ca/article/laminar-unmixing
Trong một thí nghiệm sinh học đáng chú ý, nó được chứng tỏ cho thấy điều ta vừa nói ở trên có thể thực sự là vậy. Một bài trong tạp chí The New Scientist (11 Nov 1982) thảo luận thí nghiệm của tiến sĩ David Bohm như sau:
Một bình chế theo kiểu đặc biệt có trụ quay bên trong, giữa ống trụ và thành thủy tinh của bình là một khoảng hẹp chứa glycerine. Trụ quay có tay quay ở trên đầu bình, và người ta nhỏ vài giọt mực từ bên trên vào glycerine bên dưới. Khi quay tay quay làm ống trụ chuyển động, người ta thấy mực đậm mầu bắt đầu bị trộn vào glycerine nhớt lạt mầu hơn và loãng dần tới mức gần như không còn gì. Rồi khi tay quay cho quay ngược thì làm như có phép lạ, giọt mực đầu tiên tái hiện, nó được gỡ ra trở lại từ glycerine, tái tạo mình và thành liền lạc như ban đầu. Khi nhỏ nhiều giọt mực liên tiếp vào glycerine, ta cũng thấy kết quả y hệt; mỗi giọt mực tái hiên khi tay quay quay ngược trở lại.
Tiến sĩ Bohm nay tin rằng hình thể hóa giải chính mình tương tự vậy từ vũ trụ như là một khối, và rồi hòa vào trở lại chỉ để tái hiện lần nữa, cứ liên tục như thế mãi không ngưng … Nó hàm ý việc chúng ta ‘biến mất’ không nhất thiết có nghĩa đó là chung cuộc cho ta.
Quan niệm như vậy về sự tiến hoá của con người có lẽ còn mang nhiều ý khác khi nối kết với tư tưởng là những thực thể hữu thức từ các thế giới trước trở lại mang theo hiểu biết thụ đắc từ những thế giới ấy. Nếu đúng, điều này sẽ làm thay đổi hoàn toàn khái niệm về cuộc tiến hóa trong sách vở, điều nói rằng nhân loại đầu tiên chỉ là người ăn lông ở lỗ không cao hơn thú vật là mấy. Có lẽ quan điểm theo TTH sẽ dễ hiểu hơn bằng cách loại suy như sau. Trường học do thầy cô bắt đầu mà không phải do học sinh; và gia đình khởi sự bằng cha mẹ thay vì các con, cái khuôn mẫu này áp dụng cho trọn gia đình nhân loại như là một khối. Ai tái sinh đầu tiên trong các thế giới trước là người cao cả nhất và khôn ngoan nhất.
http://www.phungsutheosophia.org/Web%20pages/64hpb.html, http://www.phungsutheosophia.org/index.html

1/15/2014

yesterday father telephoned saying reading what he and To^nAn has just ordered from amazon.com before going to california sure made memories of hard times in the 1950’s returned ….. memories of So+n, husband of Ye^’n and ba Gia Ba?o or of co^ Die^~m at the massage parlor return if only So+n or Die^~m could have “read” the hard times To^nAn got being squeezed between mother and Die^~m into behaving in a feminine way … [mother serve So+n some food without his knowledge yesterday and today he’s not coming claiming illness after coming for two days in a row eating supper with us fixing the tv cables and having a coughing good time with Gia Ba?o after supper …]

house cleaning today …. refrigerator’s radiator … yuck …

while cleaning the stairway up toward co^ Die^.p who stayed home today, To^nAn got the thought that father’s hint to To^nAn from TẬP SAN PST 64 (11/2012) [wanda’s mother pass away recently …chu’ Kha telephoned ….: Madam Blavatsky] could mean, for example, that we ought to run our blenders [blender commercial on tv], automobiles, helicopters, etc. “backward” every now and then similar to running the glycerin low-reynolds apparatus “back and forth” to “rejuvenate” ourselves maintain “Forever Young” … etc.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=QcBpDVzBPMk,

http://c21.phas.ubc.ca/article/laminar-unmixing

Trong một thí nghiệm sinh học đáng chú ý, nó được chứng tỏ cho thấy điều ta vừa nói ở trên có thể thực sự là vậy. Một bài trong tạp chí The New Scientist (11 Nov 1982) thảo luận thí nghiệm của tiến sĩ David Bohm như sau:
Một bình chế theo kiểu đặc biệt có trụ quay bên trong, giữa ống trụ và thành thủy tinh của bình là một khoảng hẹp chứa glycerine. Trụ quay có tay quay ở trên đầu bình, và người ta nhỏ vài giọt mực từ bên trên vào glycerine bên dưới. Khi quay tay quay làm ống trụ chuyển động, người ta thấy mực đậm mầu bắt đầu bị trộn vào glycerine nhớt lạt mầu hơn và loãng dần tới mức gần như không còn gì. Rồi khi tay quay cho quay ngược thì làm như có phép lạ, giọt mực đầu tiên tái hiện, nó được gỡ ra trở lại từ glycerine, tái tạo mình và thành liền lạc như ban đầu. Khi nhỏ nhiều giọt mực liên tiếp vào glycerine, ta cũng thấy kết quả y hệt; mỗi giọt mực tái hiên khi tay quay quay ngược trở lại.
Tiến sĩ Bohm nay tin rằng hình thể hóa giải chính mình tương tự vậy từ vũ trụ như là một khối, và rồi hòa vào trở lại chỉ để tái hiện lần nữa, cứ liên tục như thế mãi không ngưng … Nó hàm ý việc chúng ta ‘biến mất’ không nhất thiết có nghĩa đó là chung cuộc cho ta.
Quan niệm như vậy về sự tiến hoá của con người có lẽ còn mang nhiều ý khác khi nối kết với tư tưởng là những thực thể hữu thức từ các thế giới trước trở lại mang theo hiểu biết thụ đắc từ những thế giới ấy. Nếu đúng, điều này sẽ làm thay đổi hoàn toàn khái niệm về cuộc tiến hóa trong sách vở, điều nói rằng nhân loại đầu tiên chỉ là người ăn lông ở lỗ không cao hơn thú vật là mấy. Có lẽ quan điểm theo TTH sẽ dễ hiểu hơn bằng cách loại suy như sau. Trường học do thầy cô bắt đầu mà không phải do học sinh; và gia đình khởi sự bằng cha mẹ thay vì các con, cái khuôn mẫu này áp dụng cho trọn gia đình nhân loại như là một khối. Ai tái sinh đầu tiên trong các thế giới trước là người cao cả nhất và khôn ngoan nhất.

http://www.phungsutheosophia.org/Web%20pages/64hpb.html, http://www.phungsutheosophia.org/index.html

‎1/‎13/‎2014

yesterday morning gia ba?o expressed his feminine side ..
last night: to^nan got squeezed in between mother and die^~m and could not but expressed fem ininity to the point where it
in bed at night to^nan thought of how it might be with tha’i so+n and ye^’n ….
feminity could not suppress masculinity beyond a certain point ….

target: my little man with his mother …: soon re-inforcement came in for the boys and mens …

99 ranch: don’t take anything for granted is love and life ….