>1/24/2014

how come it’s not “closed” …

no one’s home except mother and to^n an … die^~m went to blood test supposedly then to help sell le duyen supposedly — ross perot or rather ross store near by … ibm … emergent systems inc. —

… clean air intake of refrigerator ….but tv and street people mentions something to the effect of “non-interference” so did not modifiy the air intake with air filters …. therefore it’s not “closed” … following day ddi.nh called a guy to check ceiling light that he installed with non-dimmable light why it’s not dimmable or not “closed”…. clean bathrooms …. clean floors …. feel like cinderella among jealousy …

charlie chaplin movie on tv at the beach pretending to walk down a stairway in the middle of the beach behind a lounge chair screen to the children’s amazement ….girl behind him the background in white would be ye^’n whle he would be so+n … the girl he invited out and slept with however is someone else … : later gia ba?o played in sand frog … tried to pinch to death an ant or spider … it’s not clear if he succeeded … later to^nan thought how he lost one half of his eyeglasses at the beach in new york naturally … the wave came in and hit him hard … and the glasses fell … world trade centers replaced by one ….

di` ba came home with gia ba?o alone so+n did not came home …. gia ba?o sat by himself on the bed and cried by himself “me. me. me. ….” ….instead of parents interfering too much in their children here is children apparently ignored [because to^nan does not assume nor imagine any type of relationships between the child gia ba?o and his mother and his father … they might be completely unrelated to one another as far as to^nan can tell … ] ….. tempting to^nan to break non-interference …, gia ba?o obviously seems to prefer his mother and father than to^nan … and sometimes at least in other children naturally when they don’t obtain this then their temper tantrum often becomes manifested in different way in the adult world … gia ba?o seems to play nicely with his father and his mother but acts up with to^nan …. a baby could not yet speak the language so it often manipulates the environment in seemingly miraculous “in the image” way to obtain attention for itself … child cried like cinderella then cried cute then cried anger then cried laughter at hospital at sonogram imaging place ….

before we left michigan father picked up a robin and saved a falcon …

by himself in his room to^nan put in video output from some internet article on operating system development .,.. tried to look up some macro he want to write and then write his own but gia ba?o came in the room and brought up “hoa`ng phi hu`ng” to threaten him “do you want me to watch hoa`ng phi hu`ng” …. “even i am scared of watching it …. because my mother prohibit me from watching it ….” ….he banged to^nan’s head with the ipad ..

after pinching the ant in the sand gia ba?o had the gall to ask if the fish for supper is dead …so to^nan having heard gia ba?o mention “ho^`n” a few days ago asked “tra? lo+`i ddi … co’ ho^`n kho^ng … con ca’ co’ ho^`n kho^ng … va` ho^`n con ca’ co’ co`n so^’ng hay kho^ng ….” …. tra? lo+`i not is why it’s not ‘closed’ … although gia ba?o banged his head on the living room a day or two ago by himself and ton an did not follow suit because di` ba was playing with him …. when he was near gia ba?o and gia ba?o cried when he banged his head to^n an calmed his crying and made him laugh by banging tonan’s head … that’s tra? lo+`i and that’s “closed” …

just when tonan is programming a new operating system from scratch … suggesting by co-incident that the companies such as ibm or microsoft or apple etc. are in pain because their operating software has not achieved the status of chi’nh nghi~a chi’nh ddu+o+`ng –namely “muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well”–high road of violating no ten commandments [which has a lot to do with “family” or “gia”: both 10 commandment problems in operating systems… le duyen ii massage parlor near ross [perot of ibm and former presidential candidate … to^nan support everything that support muo^n loa`i ddu+o+.c so^’ng la^u bi`nh thu+o+`ng; everyone live long and well … read apple guy kawasaki and ibm ross perot and walmart sam walton and tv’s walton family … when God’s willing one can have everything ….. when God’s willing there’s time enough for business and family and personal …when God’s willing tha^n gia quo^’c thie^n ha. all align properly to the chung yung of wellness and long life for everyone ….] store … and Gia Ba?o family problems seem to fall on deaf ears–“see/hear/say no evil”– and yet it’s so easy … just renaming things ….] … and they are not about to apologize to anyone by removing the violations from their softwares …. song “i don’t know how you were diverted you were perverted too … ” ….just when tonan is programming gia ba?o had yelled “no’ ddau la(‘m ddo’ ba” to so+n when so+n yelled at him …

mother yelled at chu’ ha^n for yelling at to^nan as a child for not sharing food…. father saying “ho?ng ro^`i” concerning ddu+’c …. wwii jesus … father yelled at audrey thie^n hu+o+ng at connecticut … cut connection … for not sharing food ….chu’ kha and “uncle david lowe” are the same way ….
in memory of ddu`m and wife’s child …

in the morning we discussed the manual or the natural of obeying the ten commandment … ba me. sinh con tro+`i sinh ti’nh. …. beatles song “she’s leaving home” …. many parents allow their children the freedom in the hope that God would guide their children naturally toward the Good the Godly … in the hope that there’s an unknown something Godly out there that the parent might have missed … the hope …. if the children violate the ten commandments without being manually taught it by the parent then it must have been an act of God … north korea leader resembling gia ba?o supposedly cried afterward after he supposedly had executed his own uncle … if the parents interfered by teaching the child, yet God might blind the child afterward to the teaching by making the child angry enough to not realize what he has done so that there is always the possibility that God and Nature are always in control after any human teaching …. “… and if not the Devil then God takes the hindmost ….”…. all this however is not to say that the child does not go by unpunished if universal “in the image” ta^m/trinity/conscience continues to hold … yes it’s an act of God … and you can “justify it later” … but yes, it also has its own consequences …. song

“Go ahead and hate your neighbor,
Go ahead and cheat a friend.
Do it in the name of Heaven,
You can justify it in the end. …. [gregory bateson’s call for peace between german and jews in steps to an ecology of mind and ddt ecology … in blind rage forgetting ba’c quy`nh’s teachings on pho’ng sinh ton an used one of the ddt spraygun loaded with gasoline to put fire on the flies …. shakespeare as flies to wonton boys are we to the gods … napalmed naked vietnamese girl during the vietname war .. ba’c be.p paid the consequences for ba’c ty’ ba’c ty’ paid the consequences for ba’c be.p later… though tv’s the doctors says christine is the source if not the cure for millenium cancer … ba’c be.p unconsciously walked on water as though a zombie in preparation for celebrating the millenium year 2000 in the united states … tv says law and order ….]
There won’t be any trumpets blowing
Come the judgement day,
On the bloody morning after….
One tin soldier rides away. …”

at cvs pharmacy, … 99 ranch, … marshall …

“Reason To Believe”
Rod Stewart …. to^nan yelled at neighbor alex tribuzio when he came over by himself to remove grasses which might have ant hills from cracks in the driveway … ba’c quy`nh taught him to avoid inflicting pain on animals and on others and to pho’ng sinh the animals …

If I listened long enough to you
I’d find a way to believe that it’s all true [that it’s all Chinese that in Eternity all creativities are but remembrance of things past but maintenance of eternally-recurring things ….]
Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried
Still I look to find a reason to believe